Selina Skies

January 01, 2022 7:39 PM
In many ways, the ball looked set to be the same as ever. The house tables had been replaced with small tables, draped with white tablecloths and laid with sparkling centrepieces. Chairs with bows on their backs were clustered at each table. At the back of the room was a table of refreshments, and a floral archway with a photographer. The main space of the room was given over to a dance floor. Underneath these superficial similarities, things were a little different this year. For one thing, the prefect dance was going to be a group number. There were a few non-prefects involved, those who had already been asked as the dates of existing prefects before the matter had been settled, but it had worked out to a neatly even number, so that was all well and good. For another thing, John was not the only member of Selina’s family in attendance. Not that staff routinely brought their children (unless they lived there), but they did routinely bring their partners… It was a little strange, seeing Ema at a Sonora ball, and Selina wasn’t ever quite sure how comfortable she felt with people knowing that Killian was dating her daughter. But… well, it seemed unavoidable. And they looked very happy, which helped soften any nerves she had about it. And perhaps those differences were small and inconsequential to everyone else. She was sure there had been floundering over dresses and dates, and that there were a mixture of elated hearts and slightly bruised ones, and people who felt fabulous and some who felt self-conscious, and that every other thing was just like every other teenage ball that had gone before it – for all that it probably felt like life and death matters of a totally unique nature to the students living it.

The main student body made their way in. Selina gathered the prefects and their dates in the entrance hall, checking they were ready. Once she had everyone, she made her way in.

“Good evening. Welcome to the ball. The majority of the evening will be yours to do with as you wish – to dance, to take pictures, to enjoy refreshments. Later in the evening, we will announce the winners of the house cup, and provide a special treat for them. But first, I would ask for just a few minutes of your attention, as the prefects present their chosen opening dance.”

She initiated a small round of applause, stepping to the side and gesturing for the prefects to come in. The music started, and the group moved through their choreographed routine. When they were finished, she gave a brief round of applause, and then the music resumed, leaving the dance floor open to any who wished to take to it, and everyone else free to do as they pleased.


OOC: Writing for the prefects based on what was agreed in their meetings. Making the assumption that nothing goes horribly wrong with the dance, but happy to correct if need be.
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Sadie-Lake Chalmers

January 09, 2022 3:30 PM
Sadie clenched her hands as she examined her reflection. She had grown up with bling and bold colours, and the insistence that her clothes made a statement. She was rebelling against it in the softest way possible; plain clothes, and classic cuts. Her dress was a floor-length peach chiffon dress, whose only detailing was the ruching on the bodice, which felt like it was there to give shape and structure as much as decoration. Between the fact that it was only held up with spaghetti straps and had a sweetheart neckline, she felt a little exposed, but it was easy to feel that way when you spent most of your time wearing a sack, and it was cut high enough that she wasn’t really flaunting anything except her collar bones. She’d paired it with simple silver drop earrings and a locket her grandmother had given her for Christmas.


Her hair and make up should not have been a challenge, as experimenting with those were one of the main ways she and Jessica filled their vast tech-free free-time. She had had her ball look picked and practised weeks in advance, and it had only been made difficult by the fact that her hands had been shaking, and the need for constant reassurance that it wasn’t badly done, or that her choices weren’t too plain, even if they were minimalist. It helped reassure her that Jessica went in for minimalist make-up too. Her hair was half up, pinned in place with ornate clips, the rest lightly curled. She probably should have gone for an entirely up do, as it would have made it harder to fiddle with it—something she kept realising she was doing, and having to force herself to stop.

Her mother wouldn’t have approved of any of it. Looking in the mirror, she supposed this was who she was, if she was completely herself, the owner of her own choices. And whilst it had never been comfortable being her mother’s little show poodle, forced into clothes that didn’t feel like her and then put on parade, it was possibly even more nerve wracking presenting her own choices to the world, especially as she was still going to be on display. Not that she had been the flashy, mommy-curated Sadie-Lake for most of her time at Sonora. She tried to tell herself that. She had spent most of her time here being herself, blending into the background as much as possible, and the strangest thing was, she had found a lot of people who still noticed and liked her. She supposed Dathan was partly responsible for her nerves. She had thought that him asking her would make everything better, and it had… for that first evening. Their arrangement was ambiguous though. She wasn’t sure if this was a date, or just hanging out as friends. She knew which one she wanted, and that had to mean he liked what he saw…


She had made her way to the area where the prefects were gathering, shooting Dathan a nervous smile across the room, but mainly hanging onto Jessica for dear life, and some kind of solution to the fact her hands were absolutely shaking and she thought she might pass out. Once they took to the floor, she was nearer Dathan. They had been more or less arranged by age, though where people had dates or mortal enemies that disrupted the flow a little. As she and Dathan hadn’t been a pair (not that they definitely were now but they’d been even less of one at the time the rehearsals had started), he was opposite Ellie to start with, although when they worked in fours or switched partners, she crossed paths with him. She didn’t love that he was standing opposite Ellie to start and finish the dance (what if she hung around? What if Dathan invited her to—he’d only asked Sadie to ‘hang out’ after all) but whilst the dance was happening she was too busy trying to not fall over her own feet and mentally block out the fact that the entire rest of the school was watching them so didn’t expire. She wondered why Past Her had felt it was somehow worse to draw attention by making a fuss in front of Professor Skies than it was to be subjected to this, especially as Mab had paved the way for simply noping out of the exercise.

It all passed in a blur of panic, and then before her brain had really processed the fact she’d done all the moves she was automatically curtseying to her partner, and the hall was breaking into life around her. A life that was moving, and chattering, and whilst some of that chatter was undoubtedly about her, it was also the sound of people moving on with their lives. She tried breathing. She had a feeling she might have been forgetting to do that—had it not been scientifically impossible, she would probably have said ‘since she had left the Crotalus Common Room.’

She stepped over to Dathan, pleased to find that he was already Ellie-free.

“Shall we… be somewhere other than here?” she suggested, gesturing in the non-dancefloor direction that encompassed most of the rest of the room. The shakes had, as they made their way through the dance, passed up her arms and all around her chest, and it being over hadn’t magically whisked them way. Along with that, she was fairly sure she was currently a colour which clashed rather horribly with her dress.


OOC: Sadie's dress
13 Sadie-Lake Chalmers A ball of nerves 1480 0 5

Dathan Fischer

January 16, 2022 2:34 PM
He hadn't done anything bad, so why did, for the length of the fancy prefect dance he had anxiously practiced until he thought he might be shuffling his feet in his sleep, it feel like he'd totally done something bad? Ellie had known he wasn't going to look as cool as she did, he'd kind of admitted that back on patrol duty at the beginning of the semester, so she probably wasn't mad about that....

"Yeah, thanks to you...too," he added, trailing off at the end as Ellie abruptly walked off after the group dance.

Dathan stood a bit cluelessly for a moment, but then saw movement and turned and found himself looking at Sadie. And noticing that she was really, really pretty.

In theory, he'd known that. When he'd been trying to make checklists of reasons to ask Ellie versus asking Sadie, he'd had to leave off 'is pretty' because they were both really, really pretty and he'd noticed that...basically as long as he'd been occasionally hanging out with them. If he'd been asked before now if Sadie Chalmers was pretty, he'd have said 'yes' without a second thought, though he might have turned the color of his hair while he did so. Now, except for her being about the color of her hair, she looked kind of like someone modeling as a princess in an ad on the TV back home...only his age, not Julia Roberts or Natalie Portman, and actually...real and stuff.

"Oh - uh - yeah," he said when she asked about going Not Here, and made the gesture he thought was offering someone his arm. "Are you feeling okay? Do you want me to get you some punch or something?"
16 Dathan Fischer Good pun! 1457 0 5

Sadie-Lake Chalmers

January 19, 2022 12:59 AM
Dathan seemed hesitant. It wasn't a word Sadie could criticise for, given how often it applied to her. Still, it wasn't something she normally associated with Dathan. Was he unhappy about being here with her? She tried to quell that thought, but it was amazingly easy for it to keep rearing its head.

Had she seen it addressed to anyone else, she would have called the gesture of offering an arm unmistakable. When directed at her, however, she almost didn't notice, or at least didn't pick up its intended meaning, because it didn't occur to her that someone might make that kind of gesture towards her. And then it snapped into place, and felt obvious, and she had to worry she looked like a fool for standing there far too long. Though part of her still said she was mistaken and about to make a fool of herself if she took it. Still a little hesitant, she placed a hand on his arm, waiting for something to go wrong.

"I'm fine," she said. Oh gosh, he'd only have asked if it was clear she wasn't, right? She wondered how obvious everything that was wrong with her was. Probably very? But what was she supposed to say? 'Doing the prefect dance was awful, and now I'm terrified of messing this up because I really, really like you?' "Punch sounds nice though," she said, to be agreeable, and give them a direction.
13 Sadie-Lake Chalmers It's funny because it's true 1480 0 5

Dathan Fischer

January 22, 2022 5:18 PM
Punch sounded nice. That was good. He'd gotten something right....

He just hoped he hadn't accidentally offended her by asking if she was all right. Did that imply she looked bad? Because she didn't. But maybe it could sound that way. He could totally see (now, of course, that it was too late to consider this usefully and just not say it) how that could have sounded that way, now that he thought about it, but that wasn't what he'd meant at all. So...what could he do to correct the mistake he might or might not have just made? Was that possible, assuming he'd even made a mistake? If he hadn't, would trying to fix it somehow be another mistake and make things worse?

His head was going to explode. It was just inevitable at this point. At least, he thought, Sonora was a smaller audience for his inevitable demise than school back home would have been. Except - was that a good thing, even? Ugh....

He got some punch and brought the cup to her carefully, focusing on not spilling anything.

"Here you go," he said, offering it. "So - are you as glad as I am that the prefect dance is over? It was cool, but wow, I was worried I was going to fall flat on my face the whole time." He realized that he'd just made another stupid remark. "Not that you looked like you were going to do that," he said, trying to correct again and sort of hoping he'd spontaneously fall down and knock himself unconscious on the marble floor. "You looked really great - and you still look really great."
16 Dathan Fischer I'm feeling the nerves, too, come to think of it. 1457 0 5

Sadie-Lake Chalmers

January 22, 2022 7:57 PM
He brought her punch. Sadie took it, hoping she managed to not somehow up-end it over herself or him or anything else. Drinking from a cup was a life skill she really had thought she had mastered right until the moment when the very red beverage was placed in her shaking hand, making her even more aware of her pale dress.

“Thank you,” she said, as she took it. Her face had cooled down a little in the time he took to go and get it but she still felt like she was one step away from falling on her face either literally or metaphorically, and wondered whether that was ever going to die down.

Dathan at least seemed to feel the same way about the prefect dance. She was about to commiserate and say that yes, it had been totally awful, when he kept talking and—

“I do?” she asked. The hand holding the punch cup had been raising it to her lips again, but now she paused without realising, just sort of holding it, caught absent-mindedly mid-gesture. She could feel heat rising again in her cheeks, but it was almost like it was a different kind. The kind that made her want to put her shoulders back and stand an inch or so taller in spite, or maybe, because of it. “I mean-thank you. You too.” Did that sound flat? Like she was just saying it for the sake of it? “You look great. You always look great.” Nope, too much. Crap. How could she backpedal from saying something like that? A little of the former type of blush rose to her cheeks, the kind that didn’t feel so good and made her want to curl up in a ball and cease to exist. She half opened her mouth, but realised very quickly that she had nothing to say, so closed it again. Except instead of staring at the floor, she found herself staring at Dathan, already expecting to find kindness and understanding there, because that was what he was like. And because it was true, he really was very nice to look at, especially when she found those types of expressions on his face.
13 Sadie-Lake Chalmers Oh, that's probably my fault. Sorry. 1480 0 5

Dathan Fischer

January 25, 2022 3:18 PM
Dathan immediately, without a second thought, believed that Sadie was just returning the compliment to be nice. He guessed he might look better than usual, or at least different, since he was wearing the black-pants-and-white-shirt combo and a tie, but he was pretty sure that 'great' wasn't a way that he...really looked, basically ever. He didn't mind, really - everything else about him was solidly average at best, so why should his appearance be any different? - but it was nice of her, he thought, to say otherwise....

"You always look great."

...Okay, that was going beyond just being nice. He felt his ears turning red. "If that's true, then you always look...super-great," he said, smiling awkwardly. "I mean, I know people just say that, but you do, you're really pretty - not that that's, like, the most important thing, you're great for stuff besides that, too - "

...He really, really needed to stop talking before he got any further behind. Stopping while he was ahead would have involved stopping several sentences earlier, but he could avoid falling any further behind, right? Also, was it possible that his ears were actually going to sear themselves right off his head? Also, would it be totally over the top to put a silencing charm on himself for the rest of his time at school? Probably yes.

"But yeah. You're great all around, and you look really extra-great now, to...summarize whatever I was saying," he said, hoping to play it cool-ish. "Sorry if that was weird, or...anything."
16 Dathan Fischer Nah, I think I can blame myself, too. 1457 0 5

Sadie-Lake Chalmers

January 26, 2022 12:21 AM
He just kept complimenting her. She was very good at believing ill of herself, and at brushing off positive remarks when there was any possible ambiguity. But there was none here. He was absolutely and decisively calling her very pretty, and great for stuff besides that too. She felt slightly dazed.

"No, it's not weird. I mean, you're not being weird." It was slightly weird thinking he might actually like her, but she didn't want him to feel like he needed to be embarrassed. "It was nice," she added, very softly. It was easy to reassure him. To tell him he was doing fine, wasn't weird - to accidentally tell him was super hot. It was harder to venture her own thoughts and feelings about the situation, but she trusted him. "Thank you."

She normally smiled a lot, but it was a reflexive gesture, a defensive mechanism against others being uspet or disappointed by her. Now she thought that she couldn't have stopped even if she wanted to. It flickered occasionally into a nervous lip-bite, but every time she looked at Dathan, she just wanted to smile. And she was looking at him a lot. The rest of the hall had faded to something on the very periphery of her awareness. She didn't care what else was going on, she just wanted to look at him. She was starting to believe all the things the teachers said about not being able to manufacture love, and it being the greatest kind of magic. Nothing else had ever made her feel like this.

Not that she was in love with him. Was she? She had been willing to admit to herself that she had a solid crush, but it was way too soon to say anything else. Except, would a crush make her feel like she was floating? What was the difference, and how did you know? Dang, why was this all so complicated?

Her thoughts jolted her slightly back to reality, along with someone cutting past rather close to them.

"Shall we sit down?" she suggested. She was pretty sure she was in danger of just getting lost in staring at him, and perhaps the pathway to the buffet table wasn't the safest or most private place to be doing that. Feeling a little emboldened by the earlier contact and the compliments, she placed her hand on his arm to steer him slightly to the nearest table.
13 Sadie-Lake Chalmers Oh, well, if you insist? 1480 0 5

Dathan Fischer

January 29, 2022 3:59 PM
Somehow, Dathan found it hard to believe he hadn't just been kind of weird, but at least Sadie wasn't backing away slowly to find her girlfriends to protect her. So it could have been worse. Even better, she didn't seem offended or like she didn't believe him. In fact, she was smiling. Smiling a lot, actually! At least, that was the impression he got stealing glances at her. Looking straight on seemed kind of...hard, at the moment, mostly because he was afraid he'd have some really dumb look on his face and/or - worse, even, maybe - be the color of his hair. Which was not flattering. He had never taken that much interest in his appearance, but it did not take a style genius or a beauty guru to know that redheads should never blush.

"Yeah, that sounds...good," he said when Sadie suggested sitting down.

The smiling a lot...it was a lot of smiling. And she'd seemed really pleased when he'd suggested they hang out together after the prefects' dance. It felt weird to think of being - well - someone anyone else would be interested in (in general, even, never mind...interested-interested) in him, but it also kinda seemed like...well....

"So - hypothetically - if we hadn't had the whole prefect group thing to do, you know," he said, hardly believing he was hearing himself right, "would you - uh - have done the...pair dance thing with me?"
16 Dathan Fischer Insisting feels like a big step, but yeah. 1457 0 5

Sadie-Lake Chalmers

January 30, 2022 4:51 PM
Dathan wasn’t really looking at her, and Sadie wasn’t sure how to take that. Again, the word she kept coming back to was ‘nervousness’ but that didn’t fit because she wasn’t at all scary. It was why it was so hard to recognise his behaviour as something that looked so like her own default mannerisms - she didn’t expect them on him.

Still, he agreed to taking a seat with her. She sat in the chair beside him, regretting that she had run out of excuse for having her hand on his arm. She liked touching him, liked feeling the warmth of his body under her fingers. She leant forward a little in her chair.

She was slightly taken aback by his question. Was he… was he asking her to do the dance? The non-existent dance, after it would have been over.

“Yes,” she said, because it didn’t seem like a trick question, and he didn’t seem like he was about to laugh in her face. He seemed like he was genuinely asking. Like he was unsure that he could have had anything he wanted, and like there hadn’t been a bigger question that had made her vote against the idea… “Would you have asked me?”
13 Sadie-Lake Chalmers Oh, sorry, I can tone it down 1480 0 5

Dathan Fischer

February 25, 2022 5:25 PM
She would have agreed? She would have agreed! Score one for...might have been? Did that even make sense? Dathan was pretty sure that made absolutely no sense, but at least it was better than....

Well, Sadie really wasn't the type to find it hysterically funny that someone presumed to ask, much less to mock him to his face, but she could have something like...get all flustered in a clearly embarrassed and kinda horrified way that made it clear it would have been a nightmare if he'd done that, and which would have ended in him resolving to run away into the night, never to be seen by any witch or wizard again, because realistically, by the next day, they'd have all known about it. This world was just too small for comfort, sometimes, especially when it came to things that took some nerve to do and carried with them the prospect of abject humiliation....

Abject? Object? He only knew the word from watching Aladdin when he was a kid. Well, a little kid. Did 'object humiliation' make sense? He was pretty sure it didn't make sense, and it had sounded like an a sound instead of an o sound, but then again, Jafar kind of talked weird, didn't he....

"I had actually planned to when we came back from midterm," he admitted. "But then all this stuff happened and suddenly we all had choreography lessons to deal with, and praying I wasn't going to, like, start a domino effect of people falling over, and...." And he was rambling. Which wasn't ideal. Scolding himself for being ridiculous, he mustered the nerve to look at Sadie properly. "Do you - uh, would you like to have a dance now?"
16 Dathan Fischer We're really awkward, aren't we? 1457 0 5

Sadie-Lake Chalmers

February 25, 2022 6:07 PM
Oh gosh, should she have asked in return? She probably shouldn’t have asked in return. It just opened up the possibility for him to tell her ‘no,’ or to go all bright red and awkward as he tried to find a way to not lie whilst not brutally shooting her down, because if he had wanted to ask her, he could have, and he hadn’t.

Except… he kind of had? And they were here now, weren’t they?

Her mouth fell open slightly at his confession, before breaking into a huge smile. He’d wanted to ask her? Like properly, properly ask her to the ball? She thought back to the ballot, and the vote she’d cast against the paired dance, because she was too afraid of not getting what she wanted. She wondered if hers had been the one to sway it, and how differently this all could have gone. Not that it was going badly at all. In fact, in spite of everything, she seemed to have ended up right where she wanted to be. He was even asking her to dance. Which she hadn’t really planned on doing much, except for the prefect dance. She would honestly have been content to just sit here, and stare at him, and maybe put her hands on his arms again, because he was warm, and soft and she liked holding onto him. Dancing would let her do that, and she didn’t want to break whatever fairytale spell was currently going on.

“Yes,” she agreed. He held out an arm again, and she took it, feeling like she was full of bubbles, and like her feet weren’t even on the floor any more as they made their way to the dance floor. Whereupon it would have been very convenient to be literally floating and footless.

“Uh, I don’t really know how to dance properly,” she admitted. But she’d seen enough high school movies, where they just looped their arms around each other and swayed. And that sounded perfect. “Like this?” she guessed, tentatively putting her arms around Dathan’s neck. However graceful or not it looked, it definitely felt nice.
13 Sadie-Lake Chalmers At least we have something in common? 1480 0 5

Dathan Fischer

March 01, 2022 4:15 PM
For a moment, Dathan wasn't totally sure what to think about Sadie spontaneously agreeing to his impulsive proposition. Like...he was pretty sure he was picking up correctly that she was not, in fact, offended at all by the idea of being asked out by him, but that in and of itself was still registering as a surprise. Like...how did that work? This super-pretty person appearing to...be kinda into the idea of going on a date with him, unless he was reading everything totally wrong here, and he kinda didn't think he was doing that.

"Me, either," he admitted when Sadie admitted she didn't really know how to dance. Had they mentioned that before, or had he just thought about that fact, among others, so much that he thought he'd had a real conversation about the subject? "But, uh, this works for me," he added, pretty okay with the way things were going. His frame of reference for dancing wasn't much different from hers, so equally tentatively, quite prepared to stop doing that if she gave him any kind of Look, he put his hands near her waist.

"So," he said after some swaying to the music - unfamiliar as usual, because they were in the wizarding world. Was that better or worse than if it had been more familiar? Did that even matter? "Are we, like, accidentally on a date?"
16 Dathan Fischer That's a good bright side. 1457 0 5

Sadie-Lake Chalmers

March 02, 2022 1:08 AM
His hands were on her waist! Oh gosh. It was just like the movies. Except they really never conveyed the fact of just how stupidly warm it was doing this. Maybe that was just her, not a general thing, but she was sure she was radiating enough heat for Dathan to feel it, and she felt like she might be about to melt into a puddle. For the most part, it was a very happy puddle, though the anxiety part of her brain also wouldn't stop. Given that nothing was going actively wrong right now, it had just resorted to screaming in tension-filled white noise.

They swayed, and it felt perfect, even if the shakes and the thumping of her heart didn't show any signs of dissipating.

So, are we like...accidentally on a date?

In the run up to this, Sadie had been half convinced that he meant his invitation as a date, and half that he very much did not. Now both halves piped up to claim the point. It was a date! But only as of now - accidnetally, and unintentionally? But that didn't mean unwelcomedly, right? If that was even a word. He wanted her to say 'yes,' right? All signs so far suggested that he felt the same way she did, and that the more date-like it got, the better, right? He had said he had wanted to ask her, and he had suggested dancing...

"It seems like it?" she ventured in return.
13 Sadie-Lake Chalmers It's far from the only one 1480 0 5

Dathan Fischer

March 03, 2022 7:20 PM
She thought so. She thought so! That was great - at least, he was still making some assumptions here, but...he was pretty sure they were getting toward the edge between making assumptions and just...noticing what happened to be, even if it wasn't being said out loud. Cause things did exist even if they weren't talked about, right? Except, they kinda were talking about it, and....

"I mean, I'm okay with that," he said. "If you are."

Of course, A Date was just...A Date, singular. That could mean something, or it might not mean anything. Lots of people went on a singular date and that was that, so there was still another minefield to navigate.

"Do you think you might - you know - want to have more dates?" he asked.

Of course, the timing was...kind of bad. Because tomorrow was the beginning of summer vacation, and he'd kinda bungled his first attempt at the Apparition test, which meant he might be able to travel and stuff this summer, but also might...not, depending on how the re-test went. And even aside from all that, next year was his last year here but not hers, which...could be a whole thing, or become a whole thing, if the 'more dates' thing happened and went well. But that was all in the future, most of it far enough away to just kind of ignore for a while, especially when they were kind of having a Moment and it was nerve-wracking enough to handle without worrying about what-if and maybe and all that stuff.
16 Dathan Fischer I think that's good. 1457 0 5

Sadie-Lake Chalmers

March 10, 2022 12:18 AM
It was a date! They had both agreed this was a date! Sadie had only the briefest, dizzying moment to enjoy that fact, and to wonder whether that meant she should change anything about how she was acting - except this was already pretty date-like, which was what had led them to the discussion of whether or not it was one. Then Dathan threw another suggestion into the ring.

"Yes," she agreed, only just managing to pause long enough to get some control over her voice, so it didn't sound weird or over eager. "I would. I would like that." Okay, that had been covered by 'yes.' She should probably stop talking. Maybe she could shut herself up with one of the options that had danced through her mind a moment ago. There was one she wanted quite badly but was no way brave enough to initiate, especially on a crowded dance floor. Instead, as she leaned in closer, she dropped her head to the side, resting it against Dathan's shoulder. It was a little disorienting at first, dancing without being able to see the world around her. But they weren't really going anywhere, just swaying. And she trusted him to keep her safe.
13 Sadie-Lake Chalmers I hope so 1480 0 5