Mortimer Brockert

October 09, 2020 8:22 PM
Once the older students were assembled at their tables and the first years filed in, Mortimer cast Sonorous on himself and rose ."Welcome to Sonora for the new first years and welcome back for all older students. First years, you should have receieved a blank badge at the end of Orientation. You will dunk the badge in the Sorting Potion and it will turn the color representing your house which are blue for Aladren, yellow for Teppenpaw, red for Crotalus, and brown for Pecari. Afterwards, you may join your house table."

After the first years had been settled, Mortimer continued."Would Nathaniel Mordue and Caitlin Pierce please come up and get your Head Student badges." He continued. "In addition I'd like to call up Sophia Priory, Zara Jackson, Jessica Hayles and Hilda Hexenmeister to receive their prefect badges. Congratulations." Mortimer did not have quite as many strong opinions on this group as he'd had last year given that none of them were his grandchildren or their friends or enemies. He did have misgivings about Miss Jackson's ability to get along with the purebloods among the group, albeit not as many as he'd had-and still did-about Miss McLeod's, which included her fellow Teppenpaw prefects. Mortimer also had some doubts about Miss Hayles' mental stability but most of the other choices were worse. He didn't quite get the lack of enthusiasm for Mr. Crosby though. Yes, the Crotalus boy was reserved, but Mortimer thought that was a plus, a sign of maturity. Also, he wasn't violent or mentally unstable or both.

Once the new prefects and Head Students had returned to their tables, Mortimer continued, "Our Midsummer event this year will be the concert. We will be having a school-wide play with a folklore theme. Participation is optional." He had made sure of the latter. Some people were quieter and more introverted and neither wanted to be on stage or forced into interactions with peers. And some just plain didn't have talents or interests that translated to this sort of thing. Period.

He continued"In addition, Giselle Duell will be joining staff as our Divinations professor. Please treat her with respect." It made the most sense to tell them that rather than to tell them to treat her with the same respect they would show their other professors, given that some people did not show professors respect in general. Nor could Mortimer say that he trusted they would treat her with respect because that also was just plain not true. Still, they needed this reminder both based on the fact that respect did not come naturally to most children and the fact that Professor Duell was teaching a subject that was ninety-nine percent horse manure. "Meanwhile Professor Brooding-Hawthorne, our Defense Against the Dark Arts professor will be taking a sabbatical this fall, in order to further her research." Young people today! Mortimer could approve of both research and needing a break from the little monsters that inhabited Sonora but one needed to honor their commitments.

"Now we will sing the school song." Well, they would anyway. Mortimer did not sing . Lyric sheets were passed around and the song began.

Every day we strive
Learning to survive
Life’s hardships and to solve its mystery.
Learning to defend
Our honour and our friends,
Flying high to meet our destiny
We will stand and face those who want to harm us.
We won’t let the world transfigure, jinx or charm us
I won’t fight alone, as long as you are with me.
Sonora be my home, my tutor and my spirit
Vasita quoque floeat; Even the desert blooms.


That done, he dug into his steak and bourbon.
Subthreads:

Aladren

Teppenpaw

Crotalus

Pecari

Staff
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Katey Willow

October 10, 2020 8:52 AM
Potential CW warning: allusion to/mentions of death


Upon arrival, Katey had all but locked herself away in the infirmary to prepare for the upcoming school year, and also to hide away while she continued trying to lower her heart rate with some breathing exercises and distracting busywork. It had been a while, but the nightmares had found her again last night, causing her to wake up in a panic. The worst kind of nightmare, she had discovered, were the ones that were true, replaying real events with only slight modifications ad nauseum in the night. It had been two years now since losing Ethan, so the memories were less frequent now, but when they resurfaced, she would often hide away for days at a time. But this time, she didn’t have that luxury. Despite the image of a body burned into her mind, she had to press on. She pulled on her medical coat, a reminder to herself about who she had to be today.

It was a little odd here this year, though. She kept expecting Jean-Loup to come through the door and help her set up. She was excited for him - going to med school was exciting, and a great accomplishment - but she couldn’t help missing his company, even though she had never fully decided if he actually liked her or not. It was nice having someone to chat with (even if she did most of the chatting), or someone to take a couple shifts to give her some downtime. She would have to spend even more time alone in the infirmary this time around.

Katey didn’t get far enough for her liking into her pre-patient scrubbing-by-hand routine before it was time to head down to the Cascade Hall, but she did manage to quell her demons enough to feel vaguely functional. There was something calming about cleaning by hand, at least. It always felt a little more thorough and sterile, a little more personal. She would definitely be returning for some extra elbow grease after the feast to finish up, she told herself.

She took her place at the staff table and, completely accidentally and totally without thinking or paying attention, took a seat next to Killian. Katey had nothing against the guidance counselor. In fact, it was quite the opposite, which was why she had come to the conclusion that, based on her track record with men, maybe it was best to just avoid him. But he had that charm, and that smile… It was not an easy feat to keep her distance. As she sat down, she offered him a maybe too gooey smile.

When the Headmaster had finished the annual introductions, she turned to actually greet him, and immediately, she noticed a mark on his face. Now, Katey hardly wanted to admit to the degree to which she had memorized his face, but as a Healer, it was a distinct injury, hard not to notice. “Hey you, I- what happened?” she asked with no preface, switching modes instantly. She raised a hand toward the wound, healed slightly but not enough, but hesitated before actually making skin contact. “Did you get splinched? How recent is this?”
12 Katey Willow Let the doctor take a look [Killian] 1505 0 5

Killian Row

October 11, 2020 4:23 PM
In a lot of ways, Killian's summer had been a dream. It was just that fact which made him so angry that he'd gone and had it all spoiled the very last week before returning to campus and to work. He hadn't told Bonny of the conversation he'd had with her father, but she looked about as uncomfortable as he felt and they hadn't really talked much at all since she'd gotten back from Valentine's. He wasn't sure what to make of that, but if it meant he didn't have to tell her what he knew just yet, then that was all the better. He also hadn't told his parents. He hadn't told anybody. He didn't know who to tell or how to tell them. A letter he'd sent to Jean-Loup just before school began had indicated something was awry but not the details and he merely said he hoped that they could arrange a visit soon.

The fact that he was irritatingly sore and this his injuries were being annoyingly sore to heal didn't help either. He'd had to Apparate several more times since his initial splinching and while he hadn't done it again, every time did make him feel a bit as if the fading wounds were being pulled apart, and he still looked a bit a mess. It probably wasn't enough for any of the students to see from where they sat - the wounds certainly looked a week or more old between his application of dittany and the actual time that had passed - but he knew his fellow staff members could see, and when classes started and office hours resumed, students would see too. Bonny had seen and her eyes had been big and round and worried but he'd assured her it was going to heal. She hadn't asked where he'd gone and he wasn't upset that she hadn't.

The Headmaster was headmastery as ever and Killian applauded in the right places, welcoming the new students and the new professor with practiced zeal. His smile was in the right place and his eyes looked happy enough to pass for sincere. It was easy enough if he forced himself to think back a little further, to think of all the good things that had happened over the summer, but he just couldn't get his brother out of his head, or the resurfaced memories his encounter with his brother had caused. That, of course, was the real crux of it. He couldn't tell anyone what he'd found out because they would want to talk about it and if he started talking about it, he might not stop talking about it. That wasn't going to work for anyone. The only people who would already know were his parents, and they would be their own brand of mess in the face of this news, not to mention overly careful with Killian himself after hearing the details of it. He could, he supposed, tell them the parts and not the whole, but that seemed unfair and he wasn't sure he could separate his feelings about the parts and his feelings about the whole.

See? There he'd gone again, thinking about things he had no business thinking about. There was a feast in front of him, and that was his focus right now. He had colleagues to chat with - Katey had given him a big warm smile and seemed like friendly enough company, as she always did, although it felt like it had been a long time since he'd thought too much about that - and food to eat. The food looked amazing but he found he wasn't that hungry. He filled his glass with soda, thinking of the staff barbeque over the summer with a shadow of a smile, and scooped some potatoes onto his plate, turning that shadow into a real semblance of a smile. At the same time, Katey turned to speak to him and he looked up, his expression instantly changing as he recognized concern registering in her eyes.

His eyebrows came together in confusion and concern until she spoke, asking about the mark on his face. Ah. Not subtle then. He smiled a little sheepishly, even chuckling when she raised her hand as if to perform a medical examination right then and there. "Just a few days," he said with a nod to confirm the source of the injury. "It's not so bad now. They applied dittany and stuff. Apparating afterwards wasn't great but now I won't have to be doing that so it's just fine," he promised.
22 Killian Row Too little too late, I'm afraid. 1450 0 5

Katey Willow

October 11, 2020 4:54 PM
He chuckled a little, which reminded her how silly she was probably being, and Katey retracted her hand without making any skin contact. She looked away, a bit sheepish, and pushed back the strand of short brown hair threatening to fall forward. “Sorry,” she offered. “Force of habit?” It wasn’t meant to be a question, but the inflection came out in a manner more closely resembling one than a statement.

“I’ll try to switch out of doctor-mode,” she promised with a laugh of her own, mentally telling herself to be normal for like eight seconds. “Although you should let me take another look in a couple days, just to keep an eye on it. Will you please swing by the infirmary some evening? Or we could have dinner or something.”

WHAT?

Katelyn Annmarie Willow, WHAT?


Her face flushed, but she swallowed down any upcoming stream of babbled “that’s not what I meant”s or “that didn’t come out right”s, knowing fully well that, based on the stuttery form with which they would probably present herself, there was just no bouncing back from that. So she decided to press on. “A-anyway,” - strong start, she cursed herself - “how was the time off?” Hopefully she could pull this thing back on track, but it was unlikely. A more likely feat, she at least hoped no one else in their proximity was listening. The rest of the staff was probably having their own conversations, catching up like reasonable adults and whatall, but unfortunately, Katey was apparently not capable of this.
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Killian Row

October 13, 2020 7:28 PM
"That's alright," he smiled, taking a drink. "Whipping brochures out at people is a little harder to make into a habit but your tools are your hands, so that makes sense," he promised.

He was nodding in agreement to come by to get his stupid splinchy-self checked out when Katey . . . asked him out? And his eyebrows came up in more surprise than he meant to show. He also wasn't quite sure what to say. Normally, he would have been happy to. He would have been happy to now even. But there were boundaries to consider and people's feelings to consider and he wasn't sure how to navigate that. It seemed rude to assume she meant anything by it. At the same time, it seemed worse to assume she didn't mean anything by it and lead her on. At the same time still, he wasn't necessarily sure it was leading her on. But also, he was pretty sure.

Katey changed the subject quickly, probably not realizing she was leading herself into possibly more dangerous territory. "I'd be happy to come by," Killian said with a pleasant smile. "Always happy to get to know my colleagues better."

Oof. He felt like a jerk. He felt like he had a lot of things to say to a lot of people and couldn't figure any of them out. He'd practiced his answer to the next question but it suddenly didn't seem like the right answer, and he swallowed back most of the details. He'd also mostly practiced it before seeing Lorcan again, and then before arriving back to his office to find a very nice letter that reassured him the good parts of his summer weren't actually a dream. "Is there ever really such a thing as time off?" he asked playfully. "Yknow, figuring out people's futures, helping them get on track, that whole thing," he said in summary of his stupid brother. "I . . . started seeing someone actually," he added a little more lightly, both because it seemed sensitive then and because it was very dangerously on the line of putting too many commitment type words in Ema's mouth. He also generally frowned on people using relationships as an excuse not to date someone else because that was Not How That Worked and people needed to know it. "Sort of. A thing. It's a thing." He coughed and took another drink of water. "It's good. How was your break?"
22 Killian Row I wrote to the general a month a-- no, that's not what we're doing. 1450 0 5

Katey Willow

October 14, 2020 5:34 PM
Stupid, stupid, stupid.

The voice that chided her was loud and clear in Katey’s mind, but it was not her own. It was the echo of a voice she hadn’t heard in so long now, a reminder of what Ethan used to tell her. For someone so smart, how could she be so dumb all the time? She really did have a knack for messing things up. Of course Killian was gentle in his rejection, but how stupid of her to so obviously and awkwardly suggest a night out.

Katey held firm to her smile, though, forcing up the corners of her mouth despite the heavy anchors that tried to pull them down. Also left over from her time with Ethan, she knew how to postpone a breakdown. She couldn’t cry when she had to be strong for him, so she had learned to push it down, to stall her emotions. “That’s… that’s great,” she said, hoping her waiving tone was subtle.

“Like you said, not much break for the likes of us, huh?” she replied, thankful for the switch in conversation, at least. “Did you hear from Jean-Loup much? I hope he settles in well at his new school.” Not knowing of Killian’s personal affairs, she assumed it was their now-former intern to whom he referred when he mentioned getting people on track. “The infirmary is already so weird without him. I’ll be spending a lot of quiet time there alone this year, I guess.” Not that she had ever gone anywhere else much - she tried to spend as much time as possible there, to be the most readily available in the event of an emergency - but she had been able to assign Jean-Loup some hours alone when she needed a break, and when she didn’t, he was often there with her. But maybe hiding out there by herself would be best for her this year. Katey was definitely looking forward to getting away from this feast tonight. She needed to get away from Killian Row.
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Killian Row

October 14, 2020 10:05 PM
Killian really wanted to apologise, and point out that he would have once been more than happy to get dinner with Katey, and maybe point out that he might someday be happy to as well, but that didn't seem fair to her. He also wasn't totally sure if she was more in need of comfort or reassurance, since she may just be feeling bad that she'd asked him at all. And if she was, was he really the person she'd want that from anyway? He was pretty sure he knew sad eyes when he saw them, whatever a smile was doing, and he wanted to fix it. Most of the time in his line of work, he was absolutely capable of fixing things. This didn't seem like one of those times.

"A little," he agreed about Jean-Loup. "I was . . . " He wanted to say that he hadn't been home much, but that sounded a lot worse than he meant it after what he'd just said. At the same time, he didn't want to necessarily say more about the actual reasons he'd been gone. "I'm a bit hard to get letters to on breaks, just between traveling to Ireland and the States and everything. I'm never in one place for long when I'm not at Sonora." Merlin how he hoped that wasn't true forever. He sort of wanted to grab Katey's shoulders and shake her when she said she'd spend a lot of time alone though. That wasn't conducive to a healthy brain, and he knew that all too well. "I spent most of my time alone until Jean-Loup was here," he said softly. "Don't do that to yourself. I've always got new bread recipes to try on people, Mary's good company, Marsh is generally happy to show people something new and exciting, Gray's probably not going to be thrilled to have company but I always sort of enjoy the challenge in that. Don't spend too much time alone. Your brain gets filled up with old voices and they're hard to shake," he told her. And if his voice hesitated on Marsh' name, it didn't matter.
22 Killian Row Never say never. 1450 0 5

Katey Willow

October 19, 2020 4:18 PM
“Don’t do that to yourself.”

Katey was mourning this interaction, lamenting all the stupid things she had said thus far into the conversation, replaying all the spots where she went wrong. She had pulled her gaze away, trying not to look at that face and those kind eyes, to look anywhere else, anywhere but him. But the way he spoke to her, she couldn’t stop herself. It felt slow, like a hypnotic impulse she could not resist, but in reality, her head turned to him quite sharply, large blue eyes wide with wonder and perhaps the ghost of tears she refused to cry here in front of the whole world.

But he spoke so kindly and so urgently, almost like she mattered, encouraging her to seek out people he clearly viewed as friends. And to seek him out. Bread that clearly wasn’t just about bread. Still, it was what followed that really struck her: “Don’t spend too much time alone. Your brain gets filled up with old voices and they're hard to shake.”

Katelyn felt her hands and maybe her lip tremble. What did he know about her? Had she said too much once and forgotten somehow? Her mind flashed to the past, to Ethan, to the memories, and then again to the nightmare she’d had the night before. “I-I…” Her voice caught on the lump forming in her throat. As she stood up from the table, she managed to choke out, “I have to go.” She walked quickly but reasonably until she had exited the Cascade Hall, then, out of view of the students, sprinted down the hallway. She would hide in the Infirmary and pray the medicines healed her soul by osmosis. Katey could have gone to her quarters, but the Infirmary was more functional. She could help someone there, maybe, if they needed her. She needed to be useful, to give back, to fix something. She could not fix herself.
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