Selina Skies

May 06, 2023 10:23 PM
Right now, it was Selina’s job to celebrate the end of term. And that was what she was doing. The incident with Xavier was as resolved as it could be, in that he had been sent away for further treatment, and the steps that had led to this happening had been investigated. It was never easy when something went badly wrong. In some ways, it became all consuming—for several days, dealing with the fallout of the incident had been Selina’s number one priority, and normal responsibilities and previous carefully scheduled plans had had to be roughly shoved aside to make room for talking to parents, investigating the incident, arranging counseling sessions… But at the same time, life didn’t stop. The rest of the world did not grind to a halt because of one person’s emergency. Being deputy head was always like keeping a series of plates spinning, and even this didn’t mean the rest got put away or could be allowed to crash down. There were exam procedures to run (with a tiny, overlapping hitch of removing one of the candidates from the roster), there was the bonfire to arrange. Selina’s heart hurt, but those feelings had to be packed away in the interests of keeping everything moving. Rather than having an acute attack of tears or sorrow, she carried it like a chronic weight throughout the week—the deep, dragging and ever present sensation of something being very wrong. The feeling spiked whenever her mind circled back around and actively thought about the situation, but then she put it away again.

It was both on her mind and distant from it as she prepared to welcome students to the bonfire. This was about everyone. It was a celebration. It needed her attention. But the ritual she’d been trying to work out had only just crystalised in the last few days, and she couldn’t say how connected it was to recent events.

“Good evening,” she greeted the assembled students. “Welcome to the end of term bonfire. As usual, we will have food available, including items you can cook over the small fires around the edge. We will be reserving the large fire in the middle for setting positive intentions.” Selina indicated the large bonfire in the middle. Around it, at a distance, sat smaller ones to make cooking easier, and so as to not muddle the purpose of the main fire—if fire was power and purity, then shoving a baked potato or a marshmallow into it wasn’t really appropriate. “Whilst fire can be destructive, and can be used to burn away things you want rid of, in many cultures, fire is seen as offering power. The idea of burning a wish in fire is said to transport the idea out of this realm, and lend it strength. Tonight, you are encouraged to make a wish on behalf of a classmate.” This was the part that had come to her in the last few days. The idea of setting a positive intention using the fire had been knocking around her mind for a long time, but teenagers often wished for selfish or unrealistic things for themselves—wishing someone would date you didn’t respect their free will, and wishing that you could get the best grades in the class couldn’t work if everyone wanted it. Not that the wishes would really have the power to make those things happen, but it didn’t feel like a positive act when Selina had so many concerns about what might be wished for. Hopefully, by transferring the focus to other people, they would give it more careful thought. It also carried a message of caring and community, which felt like a stronger message to send. “This ritual is optional. You may choose not to participate, or to offer wishes for multiple people. Other than that, you are free to enjoy the fire, socialise with friends, and enjoy the snacks.

“As a reminder, it’s a minimum of three per tent and no maximum. Please register your group with an adult by eight pm so we know that everyone is accounted for and can start assigning tents.

“Enjoy your evening.”
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Samara Crosby

May 09, 2023 5:34 PM
Samara was really looking forward to the Bonfire tonight. It was going to be so neat to sleep out in a tent with her friends. Naturally, she had never been camping before as it was not something her family did . Their vacations tended to be a little bit more on the high end luxurious type befitting those of their social and financial status, things like summers-or at least part of them-in St. Berylla’s. Camping was not…something that it seemed like her parents and brother would enjoy.

To be honest though, sometimes Samara was not all that sure that they enjoyed much of anything. Her parents had initially bonded with each other over their hatred of almost everyone and almost everything, for Merlin’s sake! The second year actually, even though she felt bad about it, thought that finding things to hate might actually be her mother’s favorite hobby. Like, to the point where if Mother uttered the-presumably rhetorical-question, “Do you know what I hate?” that it was almost like a guessing game though Samara did not dare guess out loud as the last thing that she would ever ever ever want to do was bring Mother’s wrath upon herself.

There was literally nothing that terrified the second year more than that. She was always worried that even though her mother seemed to like her and her brother, that Samara would disappoint her and the Mother would turn against her. The Crotalus had literally grown up making sure to at least appear to agree with her opinions.

However, now Samara was at school, away from her family, and she truly didn’t hate everything. Or everyone. That most people were likable and that she didn’t truly hate anyone was still a bit odd to her. She really had expected the Pecaris to be loud,obnoxious, arrogant and self-centered the Crotali to be snobby and elitist in a pureblood way,the Aladrens to be… snobby and elitist in an intellectual way-and to be fair, some of the Beginner Aladrens kind of did come across like that-and the Teppenpaws to be boring sanctimonious goody-goodies, all things she had heard Mother utter at one point or another.

But that wasn’t the case. In most cases, some of the Aladrens aside, the people weren’t like Mother’s version of their house stereotypes. Maybe activities that her family didn’t do weren’t so bad either. Although Samara couldn’t remember camping specifically coming up since aside from ranting about boring parties full of snobby people, Mother tended to rant more about specific people, usually family members, than activities.

Tonight though, Samara was going to get to try some new things. She listened attentively as Professor Skies began the…opening ceremonies where she talked about fire and its power and setting positive intentions for other people. Which sounded like a nice thing to do though she could just picture Mother rolling her eyes and admittedly, she had been hoping for something that was a tiny bit more fun. Although she had heard rumors that there was supposed to be a sing along later so that could be.

And there was food including some items that Samara could try cooking over a fire. Plus, all the trimmings that could be put on hot dogs or sausages and baked potatoes. She did love a good baked potato full of cheese, butter, bacon, chili, and everything else. And there were even little cooking pots so they could cook other things over them!

Then she spotted Robyn over by the fire.. Samara had heard about her brother being sick and wanted to go over and say how sorry she was and be supportive. After all, if she understood anything, it was family issues although there was a huge difference between illness and the sort of drama her family had.

However, she saw that there was already an older girl over talking to the Teppenpaw, so she headed off to fill her plate. It would give her time to think of what sort of positive wishes she could make for others. Samara had a few ideas already but she was really hungry. She got her food and took it over to one of the fires, hoping her friends would join her soon. “Hey!” The second year greeted someone who had just joined her.
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Misty Brockert

May 14, 2023 11:30 AM
Misty was super excited to go to the Bonfire. She had never gone camping before, and while she wasn’t sure if it was really something she would like or not, she did like to try new things, so there was eagerness to find even just in the experience itself. And while she had been a little bit nervous about finding someone to share a tent with, she did feel better now about her friendly position with her distant cousin Charlotte, so that was nice at least.

She didn’t see Charlotte right away now though, so when she got her food, she scanned the crowds near the fire for at least someone close to her age who seemed like they could use a new friend. She noticed Samara Crosby all by herself, and something somewhere in the back of her mind seemed to say that Samara was also a very distant relative, so the first year saw no reason not to at least go say hello and chat for a bit.

Upon her arrival, Samara offered a greeting, and so Misty returned with a chipper, “Hi!” The warmth of the fire touched Misty’s face, and the pleasantness of its embrace only deepened her smile. “The fire’s so nice and warm,” she commented. “You found a really good spot to hang out. Do you mind if I join you?”
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Samara Crosby

May 16, 2023 12:29 AM
Samara was more than happy to have Misty join her. Misty was Adam Brockert’s daughter and therefore the great- great-granddaughter of Uncle Clifford-which was not an honorary term because he was the Brockert family patriarch, he was actually the second year’s uncle, the older brother of her great-great grandfather Hugo-and someone she was supposed to be nice to. Mother seemed to want her to suck up to Misty and her older sister Gwendolyn.

Which was not something that Samara understood, Like there was this weird dichotomy where Mother both resented pureblood society and its rules and judgment of those who didn’t conform and wanted to be successful within it. Like Mother would follow the rules and go to parties and tell Samara to be nice to people who were considered “higher ranking” than her but really disliked doing so and would constantly complain about it. Well, about having to deal with society’s rules, not about Misty or Gwendolyn in particular.

It was a dynamic that tended to make Samara confused. Like a lot of things did. She was supposed to follow the rules but not like it? So far that was her takeaway on that. However, she would be nice to Gwendolyn and Misty because they were nice girls and what she knew of them, she liked. The Crotalus would be happy to get to know them regardless of their lineage.

However, when it came to Mother’s expectations and feelings, Samara was unsure of whether or not she was actually supposed to like them. She did but that was not the same thing.

Honestly, she wished that she could be like normal people and decide for herself if she liked someone. True, Samara sometimes did, because they were people like Lyla that Mother did not know and thus could not tell the Crotalus whether to like or not. And technically, Mother didn’t actually know Gwendolyn and Misty as people either, just who their dad was, and who they were descended from.

Also, she thought liking who Mother liked would technically be limited to Martin, Father, Great-Grandpa Fletcher and Alessa, a distant cousin of theirs who had been a year behind Mother in school because Mother hated everyone else.

And Samara didn’t hate people. Okay, she was pretty sure that she wouldn’t like everyone , after all she didn’t like Great-Grandmother Royce or Whitney, but nor did she hate everyone either. The problem though was that she was terrified of disagreeing with Mother.

Right now though, she was going to have a fun time no matter what. Although she was going to be supportive of Robyn if she wasn’t in the mood for that. However, right this second, the other second year was over talking to someone else and Samara was free to enjoy herself. As bad as she felt for Robyn and her brother, her life did not revolve around him and what happened shouldn’t have to affect everyone. They should be allowed to enjoy themselves. And Robyn should too.

But maybe it was selfish of her to think like that. Maybe she had more of her mother in her than she thought. Maybe she was a terrible person for wanting to have fun tonight when something sad had happened.

Still, most people seemed to be enjoying themselves. Samara smiled up at Misty. “Sure you can join me! I think I’m sharing a tent with your sister tonight, since she and Lyla are friends so Gwendolyn might come along and hang out with us eventually too.” She had the impression that they were sisters who actually liked each other.
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Misty Brockert

May 16, 2023 3:53 PM
Misty’s smile grew even brighter when Samara was so happy to have her hang out. And, ooh! Gwendolyn was coming! Misty loved hanging out with her big sister, so she hoped she came soon. She had tried to give Gwendolyn a little bit of space this year, because being a big bad intermediate-level student like she was, it might be a little embarrassing to have your first year sister toddling behind you all the time. But it was impossible not to hang out at least some of the time - Gwendolyn was so cool and smart! She really looked up to her big sister, and anytime Misty nailed down a new trick on her ice skates, that was who she wanted to show it to first.

“Cool!” she replied. “I’m sharing a tent with Charlotte.” Misty didn’t bother with a last name - they were all related someway or another, so she figured Samara would know who she meant. “We’re gonna ask Ida Stanford to join us, too, but I haven’t seen her around yet.” She was glad Charlotte had been on-board with that idea; it was fun hanging out the two of them at the museum, and inviting the other first year girl to join them only seemed right. Misty’s magical plan was all coming together.

She felt an urge to suggest they get a huge tent for all of them to be together, but again, she didn’t want to be too annoying for Gwendolyn. They shared enough stuff at home, so Gwendolyn probably liked the fact that they weren’t in the same House here. They had their own rooms and everything, but Misty had a habit of sneaking into Gwendolyn’s room after bedtime and suggesting sleepovers. When Gwendolyn went to school before Misty got to join, it was so lonely not having that option, so sometimes she asked their mom to come have a sleepover instead. That was fun too, but not the same.

“This whole bonfire thing is a really cool idea,” Misty commented. “What was the event last year? I know Gwendolyn must have told me, but I forgot.”


OOC: Mentions of Charlotte approved by her author.
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Samara Crosby

May 17, 2023 11:42 PM
“Awesome. Charlotte seems really nice.” Samara replied. Well, Charlotte was a Teppenpaw so of course she was nice. However,she had always seemed so, which meant it made sense for her to be Sorted where she was. “Gwendolyn and I are sharing with Lyla and Robyn, since your sister is friends with Lyla too and she’s my roommate.” Granted, people did not necessarily have to share with their roommates. People did not necessarily always like their roommates, after all. Samara didn’t think that Martin had thought very well of his.

Then again, that was sort of just how her brother was. He seemed not to especially like anyone other than her. Which, admittedly, made her feel really special. Like, to be liked by someone who hated or who was at best indifferent to everyone else made it seem like you had something special about you, that you were somehow extra likable.

Although Samara supposed it could be because she was his sister. Then again, people did not have to like their siblings. After all, Mother absolutely loathed Aunt Pippa, possibly more than she loathed anyone else-which given how much Mother loathed most people in general, was really quite impressive,Samara would think her aunt was especially heinous if she didn’t know any better- and if her mother didn’t like her aunt then that meant that Martin didn’t have to like her but he did anyway, so that gave her a bit of a confidence boost. Heck, maybe even Olaf would like her!

Anyway, she was really glad to have a roommate like Lyla whom she considered her best friend. It would be terrible to have to share a room for seven years with someone who was awful and mean. Unless they too somehow liked her the way that her older brother did. However, then Samara would feel like she was tiptoeing around them and trying not to make them angry and potentially turn them against her. And, quite frankly, she got enough of that at home.

“Asking Ida makes a lot of sense.” Samara told Misty. “I mean,I don’t know her well, but I can’t think of anything bad about her. She seems nice enough.Plus, there are three girls in your year, so I mean, that’s like the logical thing to do.” Well, unless someone hated someone else. However, obviously Misty didn’t hate Ida and the second year doubted that Charlotte did. Granted, Ida might secretly hate one of them though she couldn’t see why. But then sometimes people just hated everyone like Mother and Father did.

Samara chuckled appreciatively. “The Bonfire is a cool idea.That’s funny!” She grinned at the younger girl. “But yeah seriously, it’s pretty neat. Last year was the Concert. Didn’t you come and see Gwendolyn’s group performing with the junk instruments? They pretty much dominated the entire Challenges, and if you were in the top three in that one, you had to perform in the Concert. Which I’m not sure was much of a reward. My group wasn’t in the top three for that Challenge, but we got third overall. And I was in a puppet show with Performing Arts club so that was really cool. You’ll get to do them your last year, the Challenges I mean, not a puppet show, so you’ll be a team leader.”

The Crotalus continued. “You’ll only have the Concert once though. Next year is the Ball, which, I don’t know if that’ll be fun or not, I mean, I guess it depends on if you have people to hang out with. And then the Fair is after that. Which I don’t know much about.” Neither Mother nor Martin was a very good person to ask given their distaste for almost everything. “But it sounds fun. I think the last one was a thing where alumni came back. “ Mother had been invited to attend but didn’t go.
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