Selina Skies

May 06, 2023 10:23 PM
Right now, it was Selina’s job to celebrate the end of term. And that was what she was doing. The incident with Xavier was as resolved as it could be, in that he had been sent away for further treatment, and the steps that had led to this happening had been investigated. It was never easy when something went badly wrong. In some ways, it became all consuming—for several days, dealing with the fallout of the incident had been Selina’s number one priority, and normal responsibilities and previous carefully scheduled plans had had to be roughly shoved aside to make room for talking to parents, investigating the incident, arranging counseling sessions… But at the same time, life didn’t stop. The rest of the world did not grind to a halt because of one person’s emergency. Being deputy head was always like keeping a series of plates spinning, and even this didn’t mean the rest got put away or could be allowed to crash down. There were exam procedures to run (with a tiny, overlapping hitch of removing one of the candidates from the roster), there was the bonfire to arrange. Selina’s heart hurt, but those feelings had to be packed away in the interests of keeping everything moving. Rather than having an acute attack of tears or sorrow, she carried it like a chronic weight throughout the week—the deep, dragging and ever present sensation of something being very wrong. The feeling spiked whenever her mind circled back around and actively thought about the situation, but then she put it away again.

It was both on her mind and distant from it as she prepared to welcome students to the bonfire. This was about everyone. It was a celebration. It needed her attention. But the ritual she’d been trying to work out had only just crystalised in the last few days, and she couldn’t say how connected it was to recent events.

“Good evening,” she greeted the assembled students. “Welcome to the end of term bonfire. As usual, we will have food available, including items you can cook over the small fires around the edge. We will be reserving the large fire in the middle for setting positive intentions.” Selina indicated the large bonfire in the middle. Around it, at a distance, sat smaller ones to make cooking easier, and so as to not muddle the purpose of the main fire—if fire was power and purity, then shoving a baked potato or a marshmallow into it wasn’t really appropriate. “Whilst fire can be destructive, and can be used to burn away things you want rid of, in many cultures, fire is seen as offering power. The idea of burning a wish in fire is said to transport the idea out of this realm, and lend it strength. Tonight, you are encouraged to make a wish on behalf of a classmate.” This was the part that had come to her in the last few days. The idea of setting a positive intention using the fire had been knocking around her mind for a long time, but teenagers often wished for selfish or unrealistic things for themselves—wishing someone would date you didn’t respect their free will, and wishing that you could get the best grades in the class couldn’t work if everyone wanted it. Not that the wishes would really have the power to make those things happen, but it didn’t feel like a positive act when Selina had so many concerns about what might be wished for. Hopefully, by transferring the focus to other people, they would give it more careful thought. It also carried a message of caring and community, which felt like a stronger message to send. “This ritual is optional. You may choose not to participate, or to offer wishes for multiple people. Other than that, you are free to enjoy the fire, socialise with friends, and enjoy the snacks.

“As a reminder, it’s a minimum of three per tent and no maximum. Please register your group with an adult by eight pm so we know that everyone is accounted for and can start assigning tents.

“Enjoy your evening.”
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Robyn Lundstrom

May 06, 2023 11:17 PM
Why was she here?

Robyn could identify the thought processes that had gone into that decision. She had been offered the chance to go home when Xavier had. And the anger and unfairness of it all had come crashing over her like a wave so that her answer had been no. No, she wasn’t missing the end of term and time with her friends because he had made a stupid decision. Because of an accident.

Now she was standing on the pitch, feeling like a selfish brat because had she really prioritised roasting marshmallows over a family crisis?

She couldn’t stop worrying. Medically, Xavier was fine. He didn’t seem to have done a lot of long term damage to himself but that was only the first step in dealing with the problem. He wasn’t going to be at home when she got back. He was going to be in treatment. Even if Robyn had been there, it wasn’t like anyone would have asked her. It would have been a lot of sitting around being shut out of conversations. But she would have at least been able to see him, and talk to him, and give him hugs. She’d be able to do that during visiting hours, she supposed. She should have done more of that when he was at school. She remembered the Quidditch match, where he’d sat digging his fingers into the bench. It had been obvious he wasn’t okay, and all she’d cared about was the fact that he was acting weird in front of her friends.

She was a terrible sister, and a terrible Teppenpaw.

Everyone knew most of those things too. Everyone knew something had happened, and Xavier had left early but that she was still here. She had heard the phrase ‘medical leave’ which she suspected was the official line being put out by the staff, and she had heard rumours that twisted the truth. She didn’t know whether to correct them or keep out of it.

When Professor Skies told them to make wishes for other people, it was easy to know what she wanted to say. She took a little slip of paper and wrote ’I wish for Xavier to be okay.’

She folded it up and threw it into the big fire, watching as the flames grabbed it, crumbling and erasing her words. Whatever Professor Skies said about fire being powerful, it still felt like it was drowning out her wish, snuffing it out with a ’ha!’ Robyn stood staring into the flames, letting them be the reason why her eyes were smarting.
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Patience Reed-Fischer

May 09, 2023 1:53 AM
OOC: CW internalized homophobia BIC:

Jezebel was five years older than Patience, which meant the last time there had been a bonfire was Jezebel's last year at Sonora. It felt very strange for Patience to be standing in approximately the same place her sister once had, in the same crazy world, without her sister nearby. In fact, Jezebel was so decidedly not nearby that Patience hadn't even spoken with her for months; she'd missed the most recent family holidays becuase she'd been with Martin. What did Martin have that they didn't, except some fancy pureblood status that no amount of posturing would truly get Jezebel access to? And it wasn't like Jezebel really even liked him. Patience had known that since she was old enough to understand what it meant to like girls.

Not that Jezebel knew she wasn't the only one in the family who didn't uite line up where she was supposed to. Patience had been the brave one though; she didn't lie and she didn't hide and she didn't wear a cross around her neck and pretend she still said her Hail Mary!s on the beads anymore.

Gus probably didn't either but he worshipped at a dinner table all the same. He was a good big brother though, and that counted for something.

Patience had listened to Professor Skies with a bored affect, although it was a chosen one. All she wanted was to believe wishes made any difference in life, but it seemed that even a world of witchcraft and wizardry couldn't make that happen. Still, she was a romantic at heart and she took a paper to the fire to drop her wish into the stars: I wish someone else's life is better because I touched it. Technically it was about her, but she doubted Professor Skies had jinxed the fire to deny selfish wishes or something, and it was ultimately focused on the benefit of other people. Teppenpaws were diplomats after all, not necessarily altruists.

"Hey," she said to the younger diplomat beside her when she'd finished dropping off her wish and noticed a sad gleam in the girl's eyes. She recognized her immediately as Robyn Lundstrom, both because she knew who was in her house and because everyone knew who Xavier was. "Do you want something to drink?" Patience gestured at the fire. "The smoke's really getting to me and my older sister said having something to drink really helps when it gets going even harder." It was a lie, both because Jezebel had never said that and because it was a magical fire and Patience doubted it grew or dwindled at all, but it was polite. It was diplomatic. She shrugged. "I don't have anyone else to hang out with if you don't mind my company."
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Robyn Lundstrom

May 13, 2023 7:07 AM
Robyn was just wondering how to distract herself or whether to bother when Patience came up and talked to her. She wasn’t someone Robyn knew well. Patience was closer to Xavier’s age but in Robyn’s house… She fell into that big void of people who weren’t really anything to do with either of them. Robyn wondered whether she was approaching now because she was a Teppenpaw or because she was a Teppenpaw. I.e. Did Patience see them as having common ground, or was Robyn a charity case to offer house values of kindness and caring to?

Still, she suggested a drink, and an offer of company. Robyn nodded mechanically. She was thirsty, so it wasn’t the worst idea.

“Okay,” she said flatly. Then realising that didn’t really convey much enthusiasm for more than the drink, added “That sounds nice,” in much the same tone.

She trailed Patience over to the food area, picking up a cup and pouring herself some apple juice.

“You have a sister as well as a brother?” she added, for lack of anything else to say. She knew who Patience’s brother was. He was roommates with the low down, unspeakable, worst human being on the planet. That was the trouble with a school this small. There were always going to be fewer than six degrees of separation between her and the people she didn’t want to think about. She turned and stood against the table, scanning the field. Luckily Oz Spellman was far away from her, because she had about equal desire to throw her juice in his face as to drink it. He was, however, in her line of sight and her eyes narrowed over the rim of her cup as she watched him.
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