DH Skies

May 27, 2019 12:55 AM
The Teppenpaws had had an awful lot of explosions. The Pecaris had been flying about all over the place. Even the Aladrens had thrown some spells about. But no one had got hurt and nothing had ended up on fire, and odd criteria as those were to have for a successful concert, this being a magic school, it wasn't something to take for granted. Selina was also pleased with the quality of the performances. They had all met the brief, and put on something suitable. Personally, she ranked most of it a good few points above 'nobody died' on the scale of success.

As was typical with the concert, the students would be returning home with their families that evening, but there was time before that to socialise

After the last act, parents and students were asked to stand to the side whilst the chairs rearranged themselves into small groups around tables. There was a larger table at the back of the hall providing refreshments, and plenty of open space around this, for people to move about, or chat standing up if they preferred.

OOC - all concert threads will remain open for the rest of the term, so you can post parent arrivals/interactions, performances or student/family interactions as you wish.
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Evelyn Stones

May 31, 2019 10:28 PM
OOC -- Takes place before post-concert thread with Heinrich.


IC --

It wasn't exactly true that Evelyn was avoiding telling Ness the news she'd only recently learned herself, but she wasn't forthcoming about it either. After talking with Heinrich a few weeks previously, Evelyn had felt good, and strong. She wasn't ready to be vulnerable again. At least, that's what she'd told herself it was.

It was a little weird seeing Heinrich around now, and she wasn't sure whether he actually wanted to be friends, or just accountability buddies. She still had to talk to him tonight. That aside, it wasn't until her father showed up entirely alone that Evelyn realized the real reason she hadn't yet confided in Ness was hope.

She'd held onto some hope that her mother would be back after these few weeks, that things were fine at home, that they would be together again, and that everything was going to be okay. She didn't want to say out loud that it wasn't the case -- and hadn't even really told Heinrich as much, which meant that she'd been keeping this all to herself -- and admit to it. Now, it was real. Additionally, now she was going home to it. "Home." She couldn't hide it now, and she was sure Ness wasn't the only McLeod with their eye on Mathias Stones.

Ness' family was gathered together, chatting with each other and members from other families when Evelyn pulled her friend aside a little ways. She was sure that Marijke would have things to say as well, and she really did want to hear it, but she needed to talk to Ness first.

She didn't have her mother's letter anymore, as she'd accidentally scorched it in the MARS room the day she'd gotten it, but she had it well memorised just the same. Still, recitation was rarely a good place to start. They'd already had a chance to congratulate each other on their concert involvement though, so Evelyn moved on to the in between.

"Hey, did you see my dad?" she asked, clearly on edge. "Ness, I have to tell you something I should've told you sooner." She was feeling blubbery and suddenly wished she'd had Ness follow her into the hallway or something instead. "I'm sorry, I just didn't know how to tell you and I didn't want to believe it and . . . " She snaffled once and forced her tears down. She hoped that wasn't a bad wolf thing to do. Taking a breath and reeling in her emotions with too much skill, Evelyn closed her eyes sadly, not wanting to see Ness' expression. "My mom left a couple of weeks ago."
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Ness McLeod

June 01, 2019 1:55 AM
Ness was feeling really good. The Aladren concert performance had been fun, educational, and had offered the second year a very prominent role. Teppenpaw and Pecari’s acts had been enjoyable too, both because they put on genuinely fun performances (fluffy in Teppenpaw’s case, and thrill-seeking in Pecari’s) and because they had involved Kir and Zara and Evelyn. Crotalus had performed some classical music. Ness was probably supposed to like that to be cultured or something, and would say so if asked but really, songs with words were much more interesting.

Ness had congratulated Evelyn after the show, and then split off to go talk to family. It was a little weird knowing Evelyn’s crappy dad was somewhere in the room and that going up and telling him that he was a bad man and that none of them liked him was not going to be allowed. It was what Ness wanted to do, but (in letters exchanged with home before the concert) it had been indicated that this would be A Bad Idea, that the Stoneses were trying to fix things, and whilst Ness could be very, very angry with what had happened to Evelyn, acting on it was a different thing.

Still, when Evelyn pulled Ness aside and brought up the subject of her dad, the Aladren’s stomach started doing little anxious somersaults.

“Yeah, I did…” Ness confirmed when asked about seeing him. The nerves got worse, as Evelyn was clearly on the build up to revealing something, and revelations around her home life were rarely good. For a moment though, when Evelyn had finished, Ness felt a tiny little balloon of hope - Evelyn’s mum had left her dad! That was good! They were out, and Evelyn and her mom and her baby brother wouldn’t have to be around that horrible, horrible man anymore! Except he was here. He was here, and Evelyn’s mom presumably wasn’t. “What does that mean?” Ness asked, in a small, worried voice.
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Evelyn Stones

June 01, 2019 2:04 AM
When Ness responded in such a perfectly Ness way, Evelyn let out a gush of air that was somewhere between a laugh, a sigh, and just the inevitable release of breath that comes after having held it too long. Evelyn would have chastised herself for being so dumb to hold back from talking to Ness, when this sort of thing was exactly what the Aladren was good at, if not for the fact that she was still just feeling crappy.

"She left me, too," Evelyn said quietly. Despite her best efforts, tears were definitely coming now. She blinked rapidly, glad she'd opted for waterproof makeup tonight, and looked at Ness with a slumped expression. "She said that-- she said-- she said that I--"

The problem with crying was the stupid little hiccup noises that come when you try to talk and not cry, when really your body wants you to cry and not talk. Unfortunately, the only advice Evelyn had to solve this issue was to breathe, focus, and relax, which was her mother's advice. Ironically counterproductive at best, and panic inducing at worst, Evelyn wasn't sure what to do.

"She said that she had been spending so much time worrying about-- about me and-- about CJ and my dad and-- she said that she-- that I-- she said that she would come back, but she doesn't know when," Evelyn whimpered. "It's been weeks, and I haven't heard from her again."
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Ness

June 01, 2019 2:21 AM
“Oh Ev!” Ness gasped, when Evelyn revealed that she too had been left. “Hug?” the Aladren offered, making into a question by habit, although already halfway to pulling Ev into one, at this point pretty confident at this point of situations in which it would be accepted. Ness squeezed, and stroked Evelyn’s back and wondered yet again how to make something better when it was so obviously broken and terrible.

“Well, that’s dumb as heck,” Ness frowned, when Evelyn offered an explanation of the situation. “How’s she meant to stop worrying if she has no idea what’s going on?” And if she leaves you with your crappy dad who’s a big pile of crap with no one standing in between you and him? she wondered. Allegedly, Evelyn’s dad had improved. And Ness had had to grudgingly give him the benefit of the doubt both for Evelyn’s sake and through literally having no other choice. It didn’t mean the Aladren trusted him though, and with Evelyn’s mom leaving that… that changed everything. It meant Mr. Stones was now a single parent, when by all accounts he’d been much, much less than half of a team prior to this. “Also, who’d want to leave you? I bet she’ll be in touch really soon,” the Aladren assured her, “She can’t expect you to spend the holidays by yourself with him. Do you wanna come home with us, just until you work out where she is?”
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Evelyn Stones

June 01, 2019 2:32 AM
Evelyn accepted Ness' hug with a huff, partly out of resignation to the mess that was her life, and partly because she didn't expect the ferocity and kindness of that hug. It was comforting, and Evelyn was reminded that she was somehow both the unluckiest and the luckiest girl in the world. She couldn't ask for better friends than these, and the nickname was as proof of that as anything.

Agreeing with Ness' assessment of "dumb as heck," Evelyn nodded meekly. "She said that she had been so busy loving me that she hadn't gotten to love herself, and that she didn't think she could take care of CJ because he has too much magic . . " Her voice trailed off weakly, the idea that Evelyn's greatest shame was the only thing that her mother had been able to tolerate being too much to put words to, even if roundaboutly.

"Thanks for saying that," Evelyn said. But you're probably wrong and it sort of sucks to hear, she wanted to say. She should say. She took a breath and said: "It sort of . . . it sort of hurts a little to hear you say that, though, because I don't want to get my hopes up." It was a statement she would never have been able to manage before going to the McLeod home for Christmas previously or before her friendship with Ness. It was communication, something she'd never seen at home.

The idea of just leaving all of it and going back to the McLeod home sounded absolutely perfect, and that was a hope she could actually get behind. "I'd love that," she said, "but I worry about CJ all alone . . . "

It wasn't quite true. By all accounts, and everything Evelyn had seen herself, there was nothing to fear for anyone with appropriate magic skills. Really, she was afraid for her father. She was afraid for what he might do to distract himself, or what his losses might do to his career. She'd already caused him enough embarrassment, just by being who she was; didn't she owe it to him to save him the trouble of abandonment too? The thought didn't feel right in her head, even though it seemed perfectly reasonable in her gut.

"He's already lost so much," she whispered. "Dad has. And it's all my fault. Plus, what if he gets bad again and I'm not there and he hurts CJ instead?" Evelyn's eyes grew wider. "But I don't think he would do that," she added hastily.
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Ness

June 02, 2019 8:31 PM
"None of that makes sense," Ness protested, as Evelyn went further into her mother's reasoning. Being a parent meant putting your kids first. It meant loving them unconditionally. They had a poster about how if you weren't able to accept that your kid might turn out gay or trans then you weren't ready to have a kid. Wasn't this the same? Evelyn's mom was supposed to love them both, and Ness had really thought she did, and it was just her dad that was the problem. The Aladren could understand her decision to leave - that was smart - but to abandon her kids? That sucked. That meant Evelyn had got stuck with two crappy parents instead of one, and that wasn't fair. "She shouldn't say stuff like that to you," Ness assured Evelyn. "And she shouldn't be doing this.

"O..k," Ness said hesitantly, when Evelyn essentially told her off for the remark about it getting sorted out. "Sorry?" It came out more as a question than a real apology. Because whilst Ness valued honesty, and should have recognised it as a good thing that Evelyn was saying what she felt, Ness was also the Aladren - the one who knew all the answers, who got it all right, and it hurt to be told that that wasn't the right answer, especially when it had been a problem that really mattered. "I just wanted to make you feel better." Because when in doubt, show your working. Sometimes there were points available for that.

"I... I don't think it works like that?" Ness hedged, when Evelyn seemed to imply that she was responsible for CJ. Ness was also pretty pissed to hear Evelyn's dad's feelings taken into consideration, because that was not necessary. Everything he had lost had been his own fault for being a crappy human being and Evelyn definitely didn't owe him anything. Ness was pretty sure those were all the right answers anyway, but apparently the Aladren no longer had a hundred percent record on that. Ness also kind of wanted to say that Evelyn's dad and CJ didn't matter, but that was a pretty horrible thing to think given that CJ was just a baby. And it wasn't like Ness wanted anything bad to happen or wouldn't feel horrible if it did, but it was just that Evelyn mattered more. Ness wasn't willing to sacrifice her for a stranger.

"Maybe we should talk to my mom?" Ness suggested.
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Evelyn Stones

June 02, 2019 8:45 PM
Evelyn nodded, agreeing. It hurt to agree. Everything hurt. She hated it, but it did feel a little better to hear that she wasn't crazy for being sad. She felt like she should probably be happy for her mom, but she was mostly just angry. Angry and sad. She felt betrayed.

Ness' apology seemed both insincere and unwarranted. Evelyn was pretty sure she was making things worse by being around, and that she was ruining her friend's night, but she also was pretty sure that Ness cared, so maybe she was being irrational in thinking that?

"Hey, don't be sorry," Evelyn said, managing a small smile. "You're the one who taught me to talk about how I feel more. You are making me feel better, I just . . . I'm scared. I don't want to be more hurt later if she never comes back." Her voice was stronger now, but still trailed off. "Really," she added for emphasis.

Ness seemed . . . uncomfortable? Maybe that wasn't it, but Evelyn wasn't sure how to read the Aladren. She wanted to just scream and scream and make everyone look so they'd all know and she wouldn't have to go home. At the same time, she wanted to disappear into the floor so no one could see her anymore, and no one could know what a mess she was.

Talking to Marijke sounded like a good plan, and Evelyn nodded her agreement to that as well. It was nice not having to decide. Before Ness could walk away, Evelyn reached out and put a hand momentarily on her friend's shoulder. She snatched it back right away, shrinking into herself in doubt. Maybe Ness didn't want to be touched?

"Ness . . . " Her voice was shaky again and she was so frustrated with herself for that. Her eyes were damp when she looked up, searching her friend's face. Desperation was plain in her own frown, and the way her grey eyes moved around, like a starving person searching for food. She wanted to make a joke and walk away, leaving the conversation. At the same time, she couldn't just accept that she'd maybe hurt her friend.

Evelyn bit her lip. "Are you mad at me? I didn't mean to screw everything up again."

22 Evelyn Stones Hey, not too bad. 1422 Evelyn Stones 0 5

Ness

June 03, 2019 9:23 PM
"Oh. Okay," Ness nodded, as Evelyn explained what she was doing. And that it was something Ness had taught her. That did make the Aladren feel better. "And yeah. That makes sense..." Ness agreed, regarding what Evelyn was saying about not wanting to be disappointed. Again. Which, to be fair, seemed like a pretty big risk of pinning any hope on either of her useless parents. "Good logic." The compliment was managed with a faint smile, not a great big happy one, but just a faint twitch of the mouth, as befitted the situation.

Ness was surprised when Evelyn reached out and then withdrew, but there wasn't time to comment on this - to assure Evelyn that that was an okay thing to do - before Evelyn asked her next question.

"What? No, of course not," this was said emphatically, "No. I... I am pretty mad at everything that's going on around you. At your parents. At the world for being kind of a crappy, unfair place. And I hate it being too complictated, and not being able to solve it because... that's just stupid. Problems have solutions. Or... they're supposed to. But all of that is not the same as being mad at you. You get that right?" Ness knew that what Evelyn had been through would screw with anyone's head, and had just had a glimpse into Evelyn's head and how she felt responsible for everything. Did that mean this would keep happening? If Ness said wrong things, would Evelyn get broken? That was scary. "Are you mad at me?" Ness checked because right now, anything seemed possible.
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Evelyn Stones

June 04, 2019 1:20 AM
"Thank you," Evelyn said, sincerely relieved at having made herself clear, or clear enough. Still, she hated to see Ness look so down, especially when she knew it was her own fault. Why couldn't she have just kept her mouth shut? Or better yet, held onto her family in the first place?

But Ness wasn't mad. Ness wasn't mad! If anything in the world was going to fall apart - which it always seemed to do - at least Evelyn had Ness by her side. So far, that was the only steadfast thing she knew. Which was terrifying. Could she count on a friendship just two years old? Her options were slim, and she was reminded yet again of the feeling of standing at the edge of a precipice, except now the wind was blowing, or something was coming, and it wasn't a matter of choosing to fall or not; the question was whether she trusted her friend to fly by on time and pull her onto the metaphorical broom of salvation.

It was a messy imagery, and Evelyn focused on the present.

"Not at you, but I'm mad," she admitted in a weak voice, and then a little more strongly: "I'm mad too. I'm furious. I'm so . . . " Her hands came up as if she were trying to pull the thoughts from her head, but the sentence just ended with a grunt as she put her hands back down. "I am so so unbelievably angry all the time."

It was the first time she'd said it out loud like that. Brokenhearted? Sure. Sad? Absolutely. But angry? With her hands down, she shoved one in her pocket and felt at the good wolf stone. Where was the line between righteous anger and unacceptable anger? Destructive anger? When was it okay to be destructive?

She was breathing hard and forced herself to relax, looking down to find her exposed hand smoking slightly. She blinked and shook it out, but grimaced at it. It wasn't even her wand hand.

"I'm never mad at you, friend. I love you way too much and you're way too good to me for me to ever be mad."
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Ness

June 05, 2019 9:11 PM
"That's fair," Ness nodded, as Evelyn explained how mad she was about everything, all the time (but not Ness). Ness had just said more or less the same thing, after all. Still, it was a little bit scary to think of angry Evelyn. What if she exploded things? What if she turned into her father - wasn't anger his main problem? What if she did get angry with Ness too, if the Aladren just couldn't understand something? It was good that Evelyn was sharing her feelings, but Ness did find the though the thought occurring that it would have been nicer if they weren't scary feelings, or if bad things would just stop happening.

"Glad to hear it. I'd never be mad at you either, and love you lots too," Ness promised, feeling fuzzy and warm again. Right before that, Evelyn had been putting her hands on Ness' shoulders, but then she had pulled back. Ness thought about picking up Evelyn's hands and putting them back there, to signify that was all over and they were back where they had been. But one of Evelyn's hands was in her pocket, and the other had been smoking slightly just a second ago. So maybe not.

"Let's go talk to my mom?" Ness offered gently, reaching out to at least link arms.
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Evelyn Stones

June 06, 2019 5:07 PM
Evelyn thought that Ness was one of the best humans in the whole world. If she had her way there would be statues and paintings made of the Aladren, all pointing to the obvious commitment to love and kindness and niceness and smartness. Unfortunately, Evelyn was also sure that her friend deserved a better friend.

She thought that sucked. Whether it was true or not, she didn't think she should've ever felt like that. Parents were supposed to make their kids feel great and awesome and Evelyn was supposed to be confident. Ness shouldn't have to deal with all that baggage. She thought again of running away from it all; she felt like she we're sitting in the doctor's office, finding out that she was about to get the last life-saving treatment available. That was great, but then no one else could get it. Was she worth it? It was hard to say.

"Thank you," she said sincerely, trying to put all of her adoration and gratitude and apologies into those two words. "Let's go talk to your mom."

She let Ness lead the way and took the time to clean herself up, wiping her eyes until she was satisfied that no more makeup was smeared there. Then she rolled her shoulders and neck, forcing herself to relax. Or trying to. Breathe in, breathe out.
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Marijke and Ness

June 15, 2019 11:12 PM
Marijke was planning to check in quickly with Ness, give some congratulations on Aladren’s performance, and then go and join Kir in order to meet The Girlfriend and her parents. However, Ness appeared with Evelyn, and in spite of the girl’s attempts to wipe her face and relax, she was noticeably tearstained.

“Hello Evelyn,” she smiled softly, not too overly cheery but gentle and friendly, and calmly, as if she had all the time in the world for whatever she might be about to be told, “How are things going?” she asked, trying to make sure there was an opening for her to talk.

“Her mom left,” Ness answered, “She’s just gone, and now Evelyn’s going to have to go back to just her dad, and we aren’t sure what to do.”

Marijke felt like someone had shot a freezing charm at her stomach. However long she did what she did, she thought she would never get used to the idea that the world could be so mean and so messed up. She supposed, in some ways, that was a good thing. You shouldn’t get used to such things, or regard them as normal. What she was well practised at was not letting how that made her feel show on the outside.

“Let’s talk about that then,” she said calmly, “I know normally this would be a private conversation, but I expect the school has rules against me being alone with a student I’m not related to,” she explained, “So, we can stay here but use confidential voices or we can go find a teacher and go somewhere private all together,” she offered. “If you want Ness to stay for moral support, that’s okay, and if you want to talk to me or me and a teacher by yourself, that’s okay too, right Ness?” she confirmed, in a tone that cued Ness to nod obediently. However much the Aladren did not want to go, there were rules, and they were well known. Marijke was not convinced that Evelyn really would make her own free choice her, versus worrying about what Marijke or Ness wanted to her to choose and being swayed by that, but the only other option was deciding for her - and Marijke knew far less about what Evelyn wanted than she herself did, and no one got better at making choices for themselves by having it done for them, so she was just going to have to trust and try.
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Evelyn Stones

June 17, 2019 4:58 PM
Ness said "we." Ness wasn't sure what "we" were going to do. Evelyn wasn't sure either, but where there was a "we" there was a way, and she was suddenly more confident that everything would work out. Of course, that didn't mean it would work out in her own favor, but still; a solution was better than limbo.

Evelyn shook her head at the idea of speaking with a teacher. She wasn't sure who already knew and wasn't willing to ruin anybody else's night. "Here's fine," she said, glancing around for her father. "Confidential voices are good."

At the offer to have Ness go elsewhere, Evelyn grabbed her friend's hand almost hungrily. Tears came back to her eyes but she was proud to keep them at bay this time. She shook her head. "I want Ness to stay," she said as firmly as her watery voice would manage.

Then she let go and looked down. "I don't want to ruin your night, though, I know you have so many people you want to say hi to. It's okay if you don't want to talk right now." Evelyn's words came out in a rush and she realised again just how exhausted she was. "But could I . . . well . . " She looked to Ness for support, as that was what the Aladren had been volunteered for anyway. "I haven't hugged my mom in a long time. Could I . . . would you . . ." She held out her arms a little bit, not sure how else to ask for the sort of hug that only a mom could give.
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Marijke

June 19, 2019 9:19 PM
"That's fine, it's your choice," Marijke reiterated gently, when Evelyn expressed a firm desire for Ness to stay. On the inside, she smiled, fairly confident they could say that was a genuine choice on Evelyn's part.

"Of course," she replied, when Evelyn hedged her way through asking for a hug, holding her own arms out to protectively scoop in the teenage girl. "I have plenty of time," she assured her. She tried to think what else she could say. She very much wanted to tell Evelyn that it was going to be okay. Part of her believed that - there was always something that could be done about a situation. However, it wasn't always the things a person wanted. It didn't always make it feel fixed to them, and it didn't mean that nothing bad was ever going to happen again. And those wishes were things it was easy to believe might be on the cards from a grown up you trusted telling you that everything was going to be okay. And she didn't want to leave Evelyn with any more broken promises. "We're here for you," she assured her instead, because that was definitely true, "And we're going to help however we can."

She let Evelyn hold on for as long as she needed to, but when she was all hugged out and they had straightened up, Marijke turned to the business side of things - what they were actually going to do next.

"Once we're done talking, there are some people I will have to talk to," she stated, "There are some parts of this where, as a teenager, you shouldn't have to make decisions or take responsibility. That's part of my job as a grown up, and I will have to tell Professor Skies and your social worker about what's going on," she explained, "This means that all the adults who are responsible for you have all the information they need to hopefully make good decisions." Saying that was the scary part, because it was the part that Evelyn might not like, and much as Marijke believed in getting her to advocate for her own choices, sometimes those were out of her hands. The best she could do was frame it positively and be honest.

"I'd also like you and me to work out some plans together. And that is where you get some choices. Obviously, you're welcome to come home tonight with us, if you want. If that's not what you want, I'd like to work out how we're going to keep in touch - when are we next going to call each other and see each other. Whether you want me to discuss summer visits with your father, so that you can know you'll see us but you don't have to have those conversations. What would make you feel safe right now?" she asked.
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Evelyn Stones

June 23, 2019 1:55 AM
Hugging Mrs. McLeod was not like hugging her own mom, but it was sort of better in its own way. Evelyn felt guilty for thinking that, but it only made her hold onto Marijke all the tighter. This was a woman who loved her and was there for her and she was one of the only people in the world that Evelyn could say that about.

"Thank you," Evelyn murmured into her ear before letting go. She nodded, understanding the woman's disclaimers. It wasn't the first time she'd been warned of such things, and as much as she hated it, she knew the drill now. The fact that this was all becoming routine made Evelyn feel a little sick and she looked sadly up at Ness again, her eyes expressing the gratitude she was too exhausted to put words to.

"My social worker," Evelyn repeated, never having thought of the social workers as hers. They were there for her . . . they were there to help her. She had the sudden urge to write down all their names so that she could write them Christmas cards every year and thank them twenty-five years from now, when everything sucked a little less and she could say things like thanks for making things a little better and much love, yours, Evelyn.

"I don't want to leave CJ," Evelyn said firmly. Maybe it was just a matter of feeling like it was one thing she could control, or maybe it was a matter of being able to actually make a difference for that little boy, but Evelyn was sure that leaving him was not the right thing to do. She was also in no position to take care of him, which meant staying home. "Home."

What would make her feel safe right now? Safety. Shelter. Home. Security. Protection. Welfare. Refuge. Safety.

Evelyn had two distinct memory of sitting in a chair at a salon, with wet hair dripping on her shoulders and bubbly feelings in her stomach.

In one of those memories, Evelyn was a little girl and just a seat away from her mother. She was reading a newspaper out loud and Charity Stones was correcting the words she struggled with. It was an article about a whale sighting off the coast and Evelyn wasn't sure how to say "migratory." Evelyn's feet didn't reach the ground but she didn't mind because she didn't need to; she was safe.

In the other, Evelyn was either a young woman or a little girl; she wasn't sure which. Blue and pink and purple tinted the drops that ran across Evelyn's forehead. Soft hands were in her hair and she couldn't see the person they belonged to, but she didn't mind; she was safe.

One other memory came to mind. The ocean was in the air, sand was in her hair, and warm robes wrapped around her shoulders as she watched a sad, kind boy put a rock back down on a cliffside that looked like home but wasn't.

Safety had never meant being alone, and it had never meant lying.

"Visiting would be great. I'd like if you wanted to come visit me," she decided, looking at Ness. "But I understand that you might not want that." Her voice got quiet. "I'd really like to come see you."
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