Librarian Nicchi

November 04, 2016 6:49 PM
 
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Jax Donovan

November 04, 2016 10:32 PM
Jax wasn't sleeping very well and he knew that the moon was only partially to blame this time. His mind was full of thoughts. Terrible and wonderful thoughts. Thoughts about a particular Pecari Sixth year that he could not stop thinking about and it was driving him crazy. He needed to figure out what was going on. Had she just been teasing him or did she still have feelings for him? And if she did still have feelings for him, what exactly would that mean?

The sixteen year old Aladren stood outside of Cascade Hall waiting for the brunette turned blonde to make her way to the hall for lunch. She had to eat at some point and since they no longer shared classes, meal times were really the only time he would get a chance to see her. Spotting the girl in question, Jax called out to her. “Hey, Joella! Can we talk?” He asked, not bothering with making small talk first.
6 Jax Donovan Seeking a Lady (tag Joella) 296 Jax Donovan 0 5

Joella Curtis

November 05, 2016 4:51 AM
Joella was about to enter Cascade Hall for lunch when she heard her name, spoken in a distinct accent. She turned and smiled at Jax.

"Um, ok," she nodded when he asked if they could talk, before grinning and adding, "sounds serious."

She wasn't sure what he could want to talk about. Maybe something to do with his sister or Sammy or... her?
8 Joella Curtis Not sure why people call me that. 295 Joella Curtis 0 5


Jax

November 05, 2016 10:19 AM
Jax shrugged a little at her response. He wasn't really sure if it was serious, but he supposed that it would likely feel that way to him. He contemplated taking her hand or placing his hand on the small of her back to lead her to a private area, but he couldn't bring himself to do either as he felt she might not take it the correct way. Instead, he motioned for her to follow him.

Jax lifted the tapestry that hid the secret staircase and motioned for her to enter, lighting his wand for light as he went in. He stood in front of her in silence for a moment, feeling rather nervous. "I was wondering if you were still interested in me... in us?" He asked, feeling like an idiot for asking.
6 Jax I can think of a couple reasons why... 296 Jax 0 5

Joella

November 05, 2016 5:50 PM
Joella found her heart beating a little faster as she followed Jax behind the tapestry, although she wasn't sure why... okay maybe she was but she had to stop thinking like that.

She waited for him to speak and when he did, his words were a surprise. Joella wasn't sure how to respond. Over the summer her relationship with Darius had developed, even if it was just a no strings attached affair, but the moment she'd seen Jax again she had known that yes she did still like him.

Yet admitting that to the Aladren now was something she was hesitant to do. She took a moment to respond, mulling his question over in her mind not because she didn't know the answer but because she wasn't sure how truthful she should be.

"I-" she faltered at her first attempt. "I, um, yeah..." Joella trailed off, looking up at him and trying not to blush. Why was he asking? "I know you- you're not but it's, it's not really something I can just switch off." She wished she hadn't been so honest but something about being alone with Jax in this way made her feel like she could say things she wouldn't normally say.
8 Joella Oh if only you knew... 295 Joella 0 5


Jax

November 05, 2016 6:31 PM
Jax had never felt his heart beat quite this fast before but here he was feeling really stupid for bringing this up but also really excited at the prospects of what it could mean if things went the way he hoped. Of course, she could have very well have moved on from him and he would just have to deal with it. And he would. He didn't know how exactly since she plagued his mind all the time, but he would figure it out.

”I, um, yeah..”

There, he had her answer and it was the one that he would hope to have. He frowned though, when she continued to respond. He thought he had been clear to her last term that he did like her? Maybe he had just come off wrong… “No, that's not what I mean.” He quickly said. He stepped closer to her even though they were already in a small space to begin with. “I couldn't be in a relationship. I am not very good with that. But I do have feelings for you.” He admitted to her. He hesitantly reached up to brush her hair behind her ear.
6 Jax Please tell me. 296 Jax 0 5

Joella

November 06, 2016 3:36 AM
Joella's heart was pounding so loudly in her chest that she thought Jax would hear it as he stepped even closer to her.

She couldn't believe her ears. He had feelings for her? Did he want something to happen between them now? What had changed his mind?

"You, you do?" She whispered softly but there was an element of surprise and disbelief in her voice.

And then he touched her, a simple brushing her hair behind her ear. Her hand caught his without even thinking and the way she looked up at him, not saying anything, it was clear that she wanted him to kiss her... Whether or not he would, well that would tell her where his feelings were at.
8 Joella Or I could show you? 295 Joella 0 5


Jax

November 06, 2016 8:13 AM
A smirk appeared on his face when she seemed generally surprised by his admittance. His same cool and seemingly indifferent smirk that sometimes made itself present whenever he was amused by something. It was clear that she hadn't believed him last year. Did that mean he had to work hard to prove it?

By the look on her face as she held onto his hand, he knew that she was somewhat on the same page as him. The hand she was holding unfolded to rest against her cheek while his free hand went around her waist and rested against the small of her back. He pulled himself closer to her and leaned down, pressing his lips to hers in a slightly more aggressive manner than he had intended. He would only deepen the kiss when she was willing to invite him to do so.
6 Jax I wish you would 296 Jax 0 5

Joella

November 06, 2016 9:16 AM
Joella knew what was happening but still she could hardly believe it. And then Jax Donovan was kissing her! And she kissed him back, her eyes closed and head tilted upwards.

After a moment she pulled away a little, although her face remained so close to his, just to look at him again as though she wanted to check this was all real and she wasn't just dreaming. The corners of her mouth twitched upwards in a smile before she leaned in again, confident to initiate a second kiss, locking her lips against his before parting them slightly.

There were so many questions running through her mind but right now she was too caught up in the moment to ask them.
8 Joella I'm sure I will. 295 Joella 0 5


Jax

November 06, 2016 9:47 AM
The kiss was less awkward than he anticipated it being. He wasn't sure why he thought it would be other than their history together, but he was glad that it was quite the opposite. When she pulled away, he thought that was the end of it and they would have to have a discussion regarding what it all meant, but to his pleasant surprise, Joella stared at him for a brief moment before kissing him again.

The invitation came with the second kiss and he eagerly accepted it, deepening their kiss and pulling her closer to him. He knew that he would have to talk to her; he didn't want their to be any confusion to what his expectations were. Joella was not Shelly, and he didn't want to hurt her if they were looking for different things. For the moment though, he was just going to enjoy her mouth against his and everything else happening between them.
6 Jax Let's hope I'm patient enough to wait 296 Jax 0 5

Joella

November 06, 2016 1:45 PM
Joella thought she might get lost in the kiss, but as much as she wished to remain kissing Jax forever, the blonde knew her mind wouldn't rest until she got some answers.

The only thing was, Jax telling her he had feelings for her and then kissing her like this was a huge step and she feared she might push him away by doing anything other than enjoying this new kind of attention he was giving her. If he felt things were getting complicated or if she demanded too much, there was a chance Jax might drop her altogether and that was the last thing she wanted.

Joella tried to push these concerns to the back of her mind and forced herself to separate her lips from Jax's. "I don't understand," she said quietly after a brief moment of silence, her head looking down a little so she was no longer looking Jax in the eye but she had not stepped away from him. "What do you want from me?" one hand left the back of Jax's neck and touched her own forehead, an expression of her confusion as she struggled to find exactly what it was she wanted to ask him now. "Is this just-" she broke off because she knew from a summer with Darius that some boys were only looking for one thing and if you wanted more then you'd just scare them away.
8 Joella Impatience isn't always a bad thing. 295 Joella 0 5


Jax

November 06, 2016 2:16 PM
The kiss lasted for a while and he was thoroughly enjoying it, glad that he had managed to get over his initial worry about confronting Joella about their feelings. But all good things must come to an end and eventually, Joella pulled away from him. And with the space came the questions. He knew they would come, but it didn't make it any easier.

Jax sighed and moved away from her to take a seat on the dark stairs. He knew that he would have to discuss this with her; he was just hoping that they could have kissed for a little while longer. Of course, for him, kissing always led to other things and that he wasn't sure would happen with Joella. “I don't really know what I want.” Jax answered her, staring at the shadows that the light from his wand was casting. “Not anything serious. I wasn't lying when I said that the whole boyfriend thing isn't something that I can do.” Jax explained. He wasn't sure why he felt that way, but knowing that he was spending his life in hiding, he didn't think it was right for him to pull someone along with him.

“But I like you. I think about you to the point where it's driving me crazy. I just don't know what it all means.” He wanted to be honest with her. If she required for him to be her boyfriend in order to see one another, than it was better to just end things here.
6 Jax It's a struggle 296 Jax 0 5

Joella

November 06, 2016 2:40 PM
Joella wasn't surprised that Jax didn't want to be her boyfriend. Her conversation with Gia last term had not been forgotten and only now did she realise how much of it she had still misunderstood at the time.

Any disappointment at that, however, was almost forgotten when Jax so easily admitted that Joella had been driving him crazy. It was flattering and she liked knowing that she had such an affect on him. Whenever she saw him, Jax made her feel all kinds of things so it was certainly very nice to learn that it worked both ways, in some respect at least.

"So this is a secret?" Joella asked, because she wasn't naive enough to think this was going to be a one-time thing.
8 Joella I can't help you there. 295 Joella 0 5


Jax

November 06, 2016 2:56 PM
“What? No!” Jax said immediately at her question, “I didn't mean it to come off like that'. He did not mean to imply that anything that they were doing had to be a secret. He didn't really care if people knew that they had something going or anything like that. Of course, he knew that Joella was a Pureblood of a certain Societal kind, so she would likely have more of an issue being seen as romantically linked to someone like him rather than the other way around.

“I just meant, that I would prefer something casual or, at least, not have labels.” Jax tried to explain. “I can't explain it.” He finally muttered; feeling frustrated with himself. “I just don't want to go too far with you and hurt you in any way because you were looking at this differently than me.” He stated, hoping that he was at least being a little more clearer about his intentions. “But, if you want this to be a secret, because of your reputation and everything, that's fine too.”
6 Jax Well, maybe you can a little bit... 296 Jax 0 5

Joella

November 06, 2016 3:16 PM
Joella wasn't sure why Jax was so horrified at the thought of keeping it a secret but when he suggested she might want to, her inner reaction to that was all the explanation she needed.

"It's okay," Joella told him, not wanting to watch Jax struggle to explain himself any further when she'd already understood all that really needed to be understood for the time being. "I get it."

It was literally Darius all over again, only the thought of Jax kissing other girls wasn't something she could accept so easily.

"And no, I don't need secrets," Joella said firmly but she did not expand any further. Jax didn't need to know why the way she saw it, being connected to him would be a good thing (even if society didn't agree). Hopefully it would put to rest any lingering reminders that she and Ali had dated and make anyone who had caught wind of her being Darius Tavana's 'bit of fluff' forget it. But none of it was about that so the last thing she wanted to do was add complications by making Jax think it was.

She didn't really know what to say next but as she looked at Jax, she found herself feeling quite excited for this new adventure.
8 Joella I suppose I could 295 Joella 0 5


Jax

November 06, 2016 3:51 PM
Jax relaxed when Joella told him that she understood what he was saying. Talking about feelings and things was not something that Jax was accustomed to doing and he found himself not liking it now that he was. It was far too confusing and convoluted to really be able to say out loud and get another person to really understand what he was saying. He would never do this again if he didn't have to. As long as Joella understood that he cared for her and wanted to be with her without the added pressure of labels, then that was all that really mattered.

“Okay, then we won't have to be in a secret relationship.” Jax stated, feeling better that they had agreed on something. Jax held out a hand for her to take so that he could pull her close again and have a better look at her in the light. “And you're okay with it being more casual, something more fun and less serious? I'm not talking about just floundering around with anyone or anything like that. I'm not looking to hook up with anyone other than you.” He told her. He wasn't one of those guys who used people so he didn't want her feeling that way with him.
6 Jax Then lets make this happen 296 Jax 0 5

Joella

November 06, 2016 4:14 PM
Joella found herself yet again surprised when Jax told her he wasn't looking at anyone else but this time she kept it to herself. Maybe she was foolish to think otherwise? One minute Joella thought she knew boys and then the next she was back at square one, but in this case it wasn't such a bad thing.

She took Jax's hand and let him pull her closer towards him. She wanted to be even closer but she resisted the temptation - rushing into things too much would not be a good idea.

"More fun, less serious? Does that sound like something I wouldn't want?" Joella questioned with a giggle but it was intended to be rhetorical because when he phrased things like that, it was hard to see why anyone would want it any other way.

"Of course I'm okay with it," she added for clarification. What Jax was offering her had turned out to be more than she'd thought so there was no chance of her being anything but content with it.

"You can stop talking about this now," she smiled, somewhat teasingly, knowing that it couldn't be easy for Jax of all people to have to explain himself in this way but it made her appreciate it all the more.
8 Joella What are you waiting for? 295 Joella 0 5


Jax

November 06, 2016 4:31 PM
This felt like an odd situation to be in with him sitting on the stairs and her standing in front of him for two people who had only just started making out and trying to figure out just what they were to each other. Now that she was closer to him, he had no idea where it was proper for him to place his hands. He settled for her waist for the moment.

He smiled when she laughed and commented on his description of what he was looking for. At least she wasn't making this awkward for him. He was doing that to himself, but he was glad that she was letting him off the hook for it. This whole conversation (as stressful as it might have been for him) had gone off more smoothly than he had thought it would and now he was sitting here with Joella sort of in his arms.

"Thank you." He joked, letting out a small chuckle. "Will you be able to fit me in to your busy schedule?" He teased her. She was the Quidditch Captain now, along with Prefect and clubs. His schedule was less hectic. "Or will I be pining away for long periods of time?"
6 Jax I have no idea 296 Jax 0 5

Joella

November 06, 2016 4:50 PM
Joella was glad when Jax teased her back, clearly not too traumatized by the conversation she had just put him through.

"Hmm, let me think," Joella grinned at his question. "I kinda like the idea of leaving you pining." Of course, as much as she liked that idea, she would rather be with him.

"Hey, do I still have my private boxing sessions with you booked?" she smiled, although the thought of trying to concentrate on boxing with Jax in the room now sounded impossible.
8 Joella You're just trying to be a gentleman, I think... 295 Joella 0 5


Jax

November 06, 2016 5:05 PM
Jax scoffed and let out a genuine laugh when she made her little joke. He rarely laughed, even when he was home with his mother and sister. He smiled and could joke and maybe chuckle from time to time, but laughter just didn't come often to him. His low sounding laugh could be heard as possible a cough, but hopefully Joella would see it as the laugh that it was.

"You can have as many private lessons in boxing that you want." or anything else for that matter, ax thought to himself. "I am at your disposal."
6 Jax Sure, let's go with that 296 Jax 0 5

Joella

November 06, 2016 5:42 PM
Joella tilted her head slightly to the side, a coy smile playing on her lips.

She felt rather chuffed with herself for making Jax laugh but she already knew he had more of a sense of humour than she'd given him credit for in the past.

"At my disposal, huh?" she arched an eyebrow, her smile still lingering as she reached out and putting her arms around his neck. "I'll be taking you up on that."
8 Joella I'll be the judge of your gentleness 295 Joella 0 5