No, I don't have any reason to specifically gun for you unless during a game. In which case,it's still not really personal.
As far as your near death, again, it made me happy not because I personally want you to die (That's reserved for Earl, my maternal family and Chelesea) but because you were on the opposing team. Memebers of the opposing team being taken out is a good thing and I'm sure you would be just as happy if one of the Cravens knocked out one our Chasers.
The issue wasn't so much that I wanted you to die, but because it made me feel better about having Gwen on our team in general.